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Poetry by Bill Howell

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​FILLING IN THE BLANKS


We gave each other extra space to be separate 
because we were twins. 
                                                   The gift of distance 
annihilating the gist of since.  
                                                             Even when 
the other guy wasn’t there, each of us knew 
we weren’t that original. 
                                                     Still, I figured 
we might compare memories, cut through 
the glib clichés & rediscover a brotherly mirror 
to divert inverted reversals. 
                                                         But he drank 
so much, he said, that when he stopped, 
he couldn’t remember much.  
                                                             A convenient excuse 
or just the truth? 
                                    Or a threat to his best reasons 
for starting to drink in the first place. 
                                                                               Hey, 
it doesn’t matter, I said. 
                                                     Because we’ve each become 
who we are in spite of ourselves.  
                                                                      Meanwhile, the sky 
flies by. 
                  With huge gaps between clouds 
as the world makes up its mind.

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Bill Howell has five collections, including Porcupine Archery (Insomniac Press). He has recent work in The Antigonish Review, Canadian Literature, Event, Juniper, Naugatuck River Review, Prairie Fire, and Vallum. Colloquial, anecdotal, and grounded in a shared world, his poems have been widely anthologized. Born in Liverpool, England, he grew up in Halifax, Nova Scotia, and has lived in Toronto for more than half his life. Bill was a producer-director and program exec at CBC Radio Drama for three decades. ABC and BBC-4 aired his Midnight Cab series, and Nightfall (NPR) has become an internet classic.

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Poetry by Kayla Mroch

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Texas Chainsaw Massacre is an animal rights film

I met Texas as a last resort,
A chainsaw to the timeline. 
Mince words or waste them
The radio asks
Government drone or alien spaceship

Strangers taste like I’ve been here before.
Does it feel like the end of the world in other countries too or just America? 
Two girls are tonguing beside me and I think of the subtlety of every day protests
My favorite flavor is American riot 

Did you know the screams in the movie were killing floor pigs? I say.
What? Says he. 
The director was a vegetarian.



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​Kayla Mroch is a writer, book reviewer, and freelance editor. Her work has been published in Scar Tissue Magazine, Charm, and Boots and Babes Quaranzine. She lives in Texas with her family.

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Poetry by Alec Hershman

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Chosen

The need to touch oneself, like a stone 
sinks to the bottom of a pond. 

The haze of a soul’s diminishing porch 
brought about by bats, by cellulose 

between burning fingertips, 
& unread journals in the arches 

of a dilapidated church— 
yew boughs reaching in. 



                                              And the whole planet sparkling 
                                              with hills. Gooseflesh ascends


                                   the emporer,                  moss over trees,    widow’s veils


                                              hung like smudges in the windows. 
                                              Not a single family home. For miles, 

                                              music smelled its way through the desert
                                              until the first apostle sprouted ears. ​

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Alec Hershman is the queer author of Permanent and Wonderful Storage (Seven Kitchens Press, 2019), winner of the Robin Becker Chapbook Prize and The Egg Goes Under (Seven Kitchens Press, 2017). He has received awards from the KHN Center for the Arts, The Jentel Foundation, Playa, The Virginia Creative Center for the Arts, and The Institute for Sustainable Living, Art, and Natural Design. He lives in Michigan where he teaches writing and literature to college students. You can learn more at alechershmanpoetry.com.

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Poetry by Matthew M. C. Smith

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Your Rosary Broke

Your rosary broke into pieces.
The barbed scorpion coils.

People weave ways in warped light,
gaze with glazed eyes. 

You sit at the gates of the city
near the drains, spewing.

Prayers are the breath
of wind across sweeping sands.




Lost Frequency

There’s no wind in this canyon,
no sun, no rain. 

The red beacon
glares on the mountain. 

See his eyes, black-lidded, 
his body, skin and bone thin, 
a frame of blades in a strung gown, 
stick arms, where cannulas hang. 

Swollen-black pupils flicker 
left and right 
to dead-end valleys.

The only way is red light. 

A near-bloodless body will fall,
turn on this spleen of earth
and with a single drop 
scream a lost frequency.




Abyss

Light a taper, listen to a note’s
echo through the vault.

The draught will shake the flame,
at the end of a wave, there is silence.

Stand with black all around you
and feel anything there may be. 

Anyway you turn is eternity, 
as light sears the void. 

At the altar, stand before a window
of celestial light.

Dive through, dolphin-dark,
plunge in shattered glass.

through the abyss.

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Matthew M. C. Smith is a 'Best of the Net'-nominated writer from Swansea, Wales. His work is published in the Lonely Crowd, Barren Magazine, Anti-Heroin Chic and Cape Magazine. Twitter: @MatthewMCSmith Insta: @smithmattpoet Also on FB.  Matthew M C Smith - poet/writer

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Poetry by Angela van Son

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Not feeling good

Birds flying high
don't know how I feel
The sun in the sky
won't know how I feel

There's no new dawn
no new day
no new life
for me

Empathy is a lie
you don't know how I feel
Don't even try
to know how I feel

There's no new day
no new light
no new life
for me

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Angela van Son lives in Utrecht, the Netherlands. She writes poems and very short stories about being human. She likes to put a twist on things, whether it’s dark, humorous, philosophic or playful. As a coach she helps people change their life stories by getting things done, facing the rabbit holes of their choice and creating wonderful ever afters. In 2020 she published More than meets the I, a collaboration with her mother who is a prize winning photographer.
Find her on https://www.facebook.com/AngelavanSonAuthor or https://twitter.com/AngelavanSon, or read more at https://unassortedstories.wordpress.com/.

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Poetry by Giovanni Mangiante

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it runs like blood

the stains on the table; the mold on the curtains;
an empty fridge; a broken radio; 
an old vinyl snapped in half.

the blood-rushing stupor, the nail-biting daze
of falling in love with the wrong person.

wet paper; smudged words and broken bottles.

the things you didn’t mean but said anyway;
the screaming memories of a book in flames.

a squeezed mosquito in-between your palms;
the stomach acid at the back of your throat;
the relatives that no longer care;
the snakebite of the one you loved.

the danger and the beauty of a city 
fire-swallowed in absolute riot;
the hair-pulling hammering inside your chest
cracking your ribcage.

That is poetry. That is writing. That is what it is: 
                  wanting the world from an empty room.


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Giovanni Mangiante is a poet from Lima, Peru. He has work published in Heroin Love Songs, Rat's Ass Review, Three Rooms Press, Fearsome Critters, The Raven Review, Cajun Mutt Press, Crêpe & Penn, Open Minds Quarterly, and more. He has upcoming work in Newington Blue Press. In writing, he found a way to cope with BPD.

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Poetry by Matthew King

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Villanelle for Lost Time

“My troubles all are in the past,”
he told me, “but that ain’t so great:
that’s how I know they’ll last and last.
You think you want ’em over fast,
but listen, man, I’ll tell ya straight:
my troubles all are in the past -
they sit there, in a heap, amassed,
and ain’t a one lost any weight. 
That’s how I know they’ll last and last.”
He stood to go, then, eyes downcast,
he paused as if to contemplate.
“My troubles all are in the past,”
he said again, and then, aghast,
kept on and didn’t hesitate:
“that’s how I know they’ll last and last.”
And stuck there, he’d repeat, steadfast,
this thought he couldn’t overstate:
“my troubles all are in the past - 
that's how I know they’ll last and last.”

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Matthew King used to teach philosophy at York University in Toronto. He now lives in what Al Purdy called "the country north of Belleville", where he tries to grow things, takes pictures of flowers with bugs on them, counts birds, canoes around Wollaston Lake on calm mornings, and walks a rope bridge between the neighbouring mountaintops of philosophy and poetry.

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Poetry by Charlotte Hamrick

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FEEDING A LOVED ONE WITH DEMENTIA 

Lift the beige melamine cover
From the plate, exclaim
Over the pretty food colors
Squash the color of daffodils 
Beets glistening like rubies
A plot of mud colored meat 
(Don’t say this out loud)

Lift the spoon to her slightly parted
Lips, gently tap them
Tap, tap, tap 
Murmur encouragement, try to
Catch her eye
Smile and nod when you do
She smiles back
A smidgen is allowed in
As Alex reads the categories

Remember to remind her to swallow
With one eye on Jeopardy! and one
On the spoon, continue encouragement,
Say her name, exclaim over the delicious 
Smell of the food
(Meat, not so much - don’t say this out loud)

Wheel of Fortune appears, talk
About Vanna's Dress the same shade
As the beets, coax a bite in that falls
Back out onto her chest

Replace the bib with a clean one
Take a break
Worry about what will happen if she continues 
Not to eat
Stare out the window at the darkness
Of trees against the twilight sky
Pick up the spoon

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The Delta of Me

There were days I couldn’t lift 
my eyelids, much less the wholeness

of my journey-flayed body.
The loneliness, the lies, the years 

of repression pressed on me 
turning effort into jelly. All the days

& years & decades hidden 
in my heart erupted, leaked
 
unwanted blood, flowed hot 
& scared as the moment of their births.

As much as I crave 
to feel forgiveness, resentment rises, 

a river on the cusp of flood. Each overflow 
deposits another layer of sediment, 

another crust to crack. They say time 
heals all wounds but I say 

the scabs remain, offerings to phantom 
fingernails scratching my flesh. 

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Charlotte Hamrick’s creative work has been published in numerous online and print journals, most recently including The Citron Review and Emerge Journal. She’s been nominated for the Pushcart Prize, Best Microfiction 2021, and was a Finalist for Micro Madness 2020. She reads for  Fractured Lit and was the former CNF Editor for Barren Magazine. She lives in New Orleans with her husband and a menagerie of rescued pets where she sometimes does things other than read and write. 
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Poetry by Tom Pescatore

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​Gnostic Reading

You are reading this with totemic vision.
         
your eyes are like headlight winking stars
          in the void night over I-70 Kansas plains.

your finger on the mount
          are like god's timeless hand tirelessly being all time,
          being anything, being same, meant as everything or;

your smirk is of my creation
          out of nothing, becoming nothing, going back
          into nothing, after all being of nothing at the start

you are reading this as a last dying light, going out.




...and the floorboards were golden

so that you ran your tongue against them
carving and chipping bone and screw

so that you were forgetful
unable to piece together what had come before

so that you pulled your knees up to your chin
blind to dirt and dust and scruff and tar

so that you took to running knifed edges across grain
drawing up curled veins

so that each needled point penetrated the skin
and left glitters of light in their path

so that with each step the surface gave slightly sinking
marking your footprints your face prints your palms

so that at night it appeared as it did before
but for the metallic taste

so that even though your outside mildewed with collapse
the inside shone brightly in the sun




​Don’t wake the camp with your bindle

50 yards into sagebrush field 
over the cattle crossing bridge
duck under the barbed wire fence
turn right 7/8th of a mile down the trail
marked with hacked out squares dyed yellow over red
to wood laid fence triangle shaped
hot spring pool
tucked along hillside
tobacco root mountains overhead
morning as the cool dew dries     sunrise 

to take in the waters
still and silent in the Montana sprawl


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Tom Pescatore can sometimes be seen wandering along the Walt Whitman bridge or down the sidewalks of Philadelphia's old Skid Row. He might have left a poem or two behind to mark his trail. He claims authorship of a novel the Boxcar Bop (RunAmok Books, 2018) and the poetry travel journal Go On, Breathe Freely! (Chatter House Press, 2016).

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Poetry by John Dorsey

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The Prettiest Girl in Santa Cruz, California

nurses a single flat beer all afternoon
her problems dropping like flies
as she slips her number 
to the vegan bartender
who won’t be with her  
when she goes 
to bail her father 
out of a tribal prison

it doesn’t matter
that her lips 
are a point of pride
that he’ll never notice

her song carrying
in the weightless boneyards 
of the dead

where anything 
shaped like a fist
gets pointed 
at the moonlight.




The Prettiest Girl in Lawrence, Kansas

has never looked 
across an entire prairie 
for the bones 
that form her history

her lips are rocky mountain songs
full of kindness
& sunshine

she is a red-tailed hawk 
before the first sign of trouble

she’d laugh if you told her
that even a willow tree
was born 
with a taste 
for blood.




The Prettiest Girl in Worcester, Massachusetts 

never dreamed that she would dance 
swan lake with a needle 
in her arm

but now she can do anything
you want for $60
in under twenty minutes flat
as the same tired birds 
circle overhead

just waiting 
for the music 
to stop.

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John Dorsey lived for several years in Toledo, Ohio. He is the author of several collections of poetry, including Teaching the Dead to Sing: The Outlaw's Prayer (Rose of Sharon Press, 2006), Sodomy is a City in New Jersey (American Mettle Books, 2010), Tombstone Factory, (Epic Rites Press, 2013), Appalachian Frankenstein (GTK Press, 2015) Being the Fire (Tangerine Press, 2016) and Shoot the Messenger (Red Flag Press, 2017),Your Daughter's Country (Blue Horse Press, 2019), and Which Way to the River: Selected Poems 2016-2020 (OAC Books, 2020). His work has been nominated for the Pushcart Prize, Best of the Net, and the Stanley Hanks Memorial Poetry Prize. He was the winner of the 2019 Terri Award given out at the Poetry Rendezvous. He may be reached at [email protected].

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