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6/28/2026 0 Comments

Poetry By Alise Versella

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Grand Funk Railroad Covers the Locomotion

My father used to sit on his wooden stool 
Show us how he could blow smoke rings with his cigar
I remain fascinated by this smoker’s trick
The smell of tobacco comforting and nostalgic
Lingering like memory every time
I enter dad’s garage
The cool and smooth concrete floor
All the tools like sharp teeth
Don’t touch, and don’t walk in here without shoes on your feet

As I grew older, I was pleased
To have my own shelf for turpentine stained brushes
A workspace shared
             Begrudgingly of course

My father would sit on his stool and watch us
Teach us how to criss-cross the jump rope
Pump compressed air before we took off down Cedar on our bikes
             What a hassle he made it seem
             To roll out the machine
             Such a pain in the ass
That’s the way my dad does everything, begrudgingly
Huff and puff but do it anyway
Now it’s all turned against him

The sharp tools, clawing monsters toppling over
Toppling him
Blood stains busted eye
Shattering the illusion of
“I can work like this forever”
Quit smoking cigars for fear of mouth cancer

What can we do but watch our parents age
And all their anger deflate
Like a bike tire
Rolled out from the backyard barn
To hook up to a machine that breathes

My grandfather needed an oxygen tank his last years
I was terrified when he asked me to switch it on 
My body balking from the sound of its otherworldly hum
Thinking I’d step on the tubing, do it wrong

What I think I miss most is the sound of the compressor
Working in the garage
The sounds of tinkering, Grand Funk, the clinging smoke
Wrapping its way across band posters, 
               blacklight posters, 
                            Kinski and her serpant
The sound of the garage door opening 
While he watched us play in the driveway
With our neighbor Sara and her Skip-It 
Sara moved away
Now, so have we
My father does less tinkering
The only sounds of the locomotion being 
The rumble of table trains



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St. Vincent
For Vinnie Geressy

My first image of man
Black beards and tan
Skin. Soft brown eyes
Callused hands: Grease stained 
Orange GoJo scent

It’s the straining veins 
Working
Over steel pots of ditalini 
Pizza stones dusted with cornmeal
Overhead kitchen bulbs crowning them 
Like renaissance gods paint light
Caravaggio’s saints come to life

Cutting weeds back from the houses built
For gardens and flowerbeds
These houses they made, marble laid floors
Orchards of fruit
Swing-sets and a child calling out, “Lookie, look”
Higher and higher up her little legs push forth
Chickens run around these yards of toil
Where fireworks get set off 
We eat Tootsie Rolls from the corner store
We ask for more and are never denied

He never tried
Retiring, continued to work on cars 
You were forced to, didn’t realize that was even a choice 
Because my first idea of man is a man who does not rest
Who does not allow himself to rest
Until the heart says stop
Says perish
Did you enjoy it enough? Life
When your best friend dies before their time do you lament 
That maybe you broke your back and for what?
Or do you look around at the yard filled with the echo of little girls
And think
I did it for them and it was worth
The busted knuckles and hands that have “trouble holding the knife,”
We joke at dinner time

You once complained “Miggy’s been dying for 20 years” and then he finally did
You are the last man standing in the remaining yard of toil
And the kitchen bulbs crown you like a crown of laurel
The great masters “saw the angel in the marble and carved until he was set free”

Saint of car mechanics
Saint of DIY and never stop
Saint of pride in this plot that’s mine
Hard work
Father
Friend

You are not a martyr, this is not quite the end 
This is where you let the brush and chisel rest
Take a step back 
Look at the chiaroscuro
Balance of the dark and light
The way you are so alive
The angel free from his prison of marble

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Alise Versella is twice nominated for the Pushcart, a Best of the Net nominee and the International Impact Book award winner for her latest collection Inaccurate Histories (Golden Dragonfly Press, 2025). She has been longlisted for the Sappho Prize and Shortlisted for Glossy Planet Magazine's theme challenge. Published widely online and in print she was a panelist at the IASA conference and guest speaker at Trenton High school. She can be found with a gin and tonic and a good book or at www.aliseversella.com.
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Poetry By Sonya Wohletz

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Poem for all my stripper selves

Purse first, ass last—that’s how the saying goes. 

I had plenty of the latter, still waiting for the former 
to manifest itself in rhinestone glory. I’d carry it
around proudly, flashing it under the candy-orange glow 
of these bad American streetlights,
looking fly with my good shoes, my good vines.

Now all I can think about is time I wasted.
What I needed was a good rundown of the game,
a learning in pimpology. A certain science
that I was too dense to receive.

The Broca’s area of the brain--
that is what failed me ultimately,
and all these stripper selves—well, they
could hardly make up for my defects,
hanging out in the coat room,
the bathroom, touching up their makeup, sharing cigarettes,
shots of vodka, hair spray, lotion, etc.

I gotta keep them off the other stuff, especially girl #1,
my bottom—she’s bipolar and if she gets
a hold of any blow she’ll be manic for centuries.
I picked her up at the old man’s bar in Gretna, LA,
just across the river from New Orleans--
she was so pretty I know she could’ve made bands
on Bourbon, but I was only passing through. She
mesmerized me: the way she languored around
the bar, lazily flirting. The madams (I am told)
had to pick her up and drive her around. And
she would only give lap dances to guys she liked.

In Gretna turns out those were far and few in between.

I liked her best twisted up on booze and the silk
straps of her lingerie slipping down her long arm. High
breasts and ass dimpled like summer-warm cantaloupe.

My second: I found her in Quito, Ecuador, on the
North side of the city where all the businessmen
sneak away to get some extra at their lunch hour—un buen tigrillo. 
That girl liked to party, and she was a good dancer.
I remember once we drove up
to my friend’s estancia in Cotocollao,
and she tried to get me to go to the mushroom lady.
I told her, I wouldn’t do that with her—no way I’d
send for a vision with a woman that could already
read minds. Just sitting with her I felt like I was in ceremony.
And even my father, the old astrologer, confirmed
that she was gifted in a strange and frightening way.

She since has given up trying to please me and
has decided to finally go for her MFA. Needless to
say, she doesn’t bring any money in these days.

Now I’ve got this tired female who dances in Lakewood, WA
for $20s—she’s a single mom and she has had it with men
and maybe with life, but she’s got no choice but to
keep on dancing. She is faithful, doesn’t complain,
and always turns over 90% of her C-notes, just like I ask.
She’s lost some of her sparkle, but she doesn’t have to try hard either--
these old soldiers here don’t seem to ask for much
and they are all scared of the law. 

And though she hasn’t made me rich, I have to thank her,
this last one—who by day works the scales
at the garbage dump North of town
for to keep the four of us steady—steady, that’s a
word I haven’t said out loud in a long time, as in:

Steady these four directions,
Steady pulse, steady on the trigger,
steady and humid like a Greyhound headed
southbound in July ‘til you hit I-5
before heading East back home. Steady as in:

Keep it steady, keep it steady, let it slide, 
let it slide a little
further, honey—who knows, maybe
you’ll be a star someday.

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Sonya Wohletz (she/hers) is a poet whose work has appeared in Latin American Literary Review, Blue Unicorn, Neologism, Aftershock Review, and many others. Her first book, Bir Sıra Sonra/One Row After, was published in 2022 by First Matter Press, and her second book, +Milklings+, is currently on pre-order with South Broadway Press. She now serves as the Poet Laureate of Lacey, Washington.
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Poetry By John Burke

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Ode to a Buttered Roll, Consumed at a Texas Roadhouse in a State of Fervor

I’ve been told that you are worse for the human body than heroin
but I have eaten much of both and can confirm this to only be partially true.

You have arrived in a red plastic basket, tossed like a paper airplane 
by our waitress Deb, who did not have a gun tucked into her waistband 
merely a pad of paper for our orders, and I can tell you what she writes there 
is only a formality, because I have come here for one reason--
                                                                       I have come here for you.

You, of the zero nutritional value. You, of the butterbeard, 
that cinnamon goop which is surely just cake frosting. 
It will never cease to amaze me that you are ferried 
free of charge to the copy-paper placemats 
of a thousand liplicking strangers, all of them clutching 
their joyous paunches in wet, anticipatory palms. 

They shake those bellies with the violence of oxytocin.  
They shake them in preparation for the labors they must perform. 
You will be soaring down a thousand gullets tonight 
and children will rip you to shreds with their unbelievably 
tiny fingers, their nails so comically small I can’t help but laugh 
because what purpose could they possibly serve? 
They are wrenching on crayons and drawing
in places where they were never intended to draw.

I remember when we were encouraged to throw peanut shells on 
the fucking floor of this place. They wanted us to become animals again. 
And we did. We covered ourselves in mud. We became trough-fed. 
I believe we should return there once more. Allow us to become piggies

allow us to become elephants. 
Grant us permission to rollick in mud and flap our big ears 
like oversized American flags outside of car dealerships 
as we speak unspeakable elephant words 
in our secret elephant tongues. We will wrap our trunks 
around our young. We will hurl them into the sky. Listen 
for the calf’s chirp of laughter as she reaches the apex of flight 
before landing softly in her booster seat, begging us to 
do it again please just one more time.

You, white bread, are the mud of nothing-vitamins, and while I am sure 
you are some slow form of poison, you are no heroin. 
When I ate heroin, I did so alone in the back of a $400 Honda Accord 
or lying on the itchy carpet of an unfurnished apartment in West Palm  

but here, I am just one of a thousand rumbling bellies, basking 
in this abomination of what is now considered country music seated 
in bench seats our guts are folded into smiles red cheeked yellow toothy grins
spinach wedged in them fucking joyous they are. Here, I am chubby of soul. 
I am unable to speak as my mouth is so full, but if I could, I would sing 
for this room full of strangers as we eat the happy plaque 
of a thousand clogging arteries, all feeding one 
beating heart.

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​John Burke is a butcher based out of New Hampshire who holds a BA in English and Creative Writing and is currently a graduate student at Salem State University. His work has been featured in The Sandy River Review, Writ Magazine and Incessant Pipe.
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Poetry By James Finnegan

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Amen Street


The stripped skeleton of a bike frame 
left chained to a signpost that doesn’t even say
Amen Street. No one claims address on 
Amen Street. The only church on Amen Street 
is a burnt-out hulk of limestone, a plywood
lid nailed over its rose window, it sees no evil. 
Amen Street runs all the way down 
to the wharfs, at a certain point you must get out 
of the car and walk as though at gunpoint 
right to the end of a pier. The water 
below green-gray with no visible bottom.
Staring down into the murk I recall
the year of a drought in St. Louis. 
The park lake drawn down to the lowest 
point anyone could remember.
One could walk out on the dried mudflat
that ringed its wind-chopped surface. 
Out on the flat, my brother and I found a boot 
embedded in concrete, half-buried in the lakebed. 
We tried to dislodge it but it wouldn’t budge.
When we told the adults at the picnic, 
they laughed, exchanged sly looks,
told us we should leave things alone.
Never expect answers on Amen Street.

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​James Finnegan has published poems in Ploughshares, Poetry Northwest, The Southern Review, The Virginia Quarterly Review, as well as in the anthologies: Good Poems: American Places edited by Garrison Keillor; Laureates of Connecticut; Shadows of Unfinished Things; Waking Up to the Earth; and Of Hartford in Many Lights. He posts aphoristic ars poetica on the blog ursprache: https://ursprache.blogspot.com/
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Poetry By Ilyse Simon

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Mondays at Noon


In this room
they like me.
With every insane thing I’ve said
each profanity screamed 
mortifying behavior exposed
they offer me 
an embrace.

They must be crazy too.

To laugh at broken windows
tales of cops in my driveway 
jumps from moving cars
They also come home to Federal Agents 
on their living room couch
sandwiched between their two elementary school children
or memories of running barefoot to the Bronx 

They must also feel shame.

They don’t look at me with disbelief or pity.
They don’t avoid me at PTA events.
They cross the street towards me to say hello.

How do they know 
I don’t really want to die
I just want to feel less pain.

I’m in a scratchy straitjacket and they tell me to notice the gingko tree in bloom.

They are odd and loving
accepting and challenged
compassionate hopeful 
and wise.

I am not alone on this island of chaos and joy
they are my silent investors 
my secret co-parents
my adopted guardians.

They are my nation.






Dirt Prayer


Dear God Great Spirit Weeping Willow
help me be different today
not pull into the same parking space routinized
nor let my eyes seek the unchanged billboard every single day 
I know what it says.

Lead me to divergent discomforts
that can prompt joy
if I’m alert

Aid me out of the grooves
well-worn by age and repetition 
furrows more like trenches

Help me not help.

Focus my wand of change inward
paint me with hues of morning and sunset 
the perfume of the Japanese Andromeda

Wash me in the dew collected on my tall grass
coat me with senses come alive 
in the blazing light of noon
so that I can watch a square inch of dirt
and be mesmerized 

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Ilyse Simon saw the total eclipse in 2024 and began to write on the back of a crumpled napkin while stuck in traffic. She writes because her sanity depends on it. After a quarter century of marriage she’s now a single mom to two neurodivergent kids. Parenting for her looks like the last days of Hunger Games. In her salad days she dropped out of college and walked across the country, twice, for peace.
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Poetry By Catherine Fahey

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There’s often a woman

in fairytales
who lives in a house,
in the heart of the woods,
deep in the kingdom; 
there’s often a woman
who watches over 
lost children and runaway 
brides, who hides from
hunters and travelers alike, 
who speaks in creeks,
who hears through hawks,
who opens or closes 
the road depending 
on who walks upon it.

There’s often a woman
in the woods
with no shoes
who has run out 
in the middle of the night
with no other choice.

There’s often a fairytale
about a woman
who lives in the woods, 
who once lived in town; 
and doesn’t care now
what the townsfolk think --
that’s what she says
and knows the lie — 
she cares so deeply so
given the choice
she gives her hair
to the forest crown
and her feet to 
mycelia. She 
encircles the town. 
She gave her heart
to the bees; she keeps
up with the news. 
 
Often in the woods
there are stories of an old woman
who lived there years ago. 
That clump of rocks 
is called Witches’ Cauldron,
which is atop Hag’s Hill,
which is next to Maiden’s Leap,
near The Devil’s Gash,
which is a gate to hell. Or
maybe it was a root cellar. 

There’s often a woman 
who lives in the woods,
who’s been run out of town — 
for not following the path,
for twirling at night,
and cutting her hair;
there’s often a woman
whose cattle are better, 
(they’re not her cattle
anymore) whose house 
is larger (it’s not 
her house anymore); 
The woman in the woods
did not start 
out there. 

The woman in the woods
is sick of this shit. She is 
other: world wise and weary.
She does not share her location.

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​Catherine Fahey is a poet & librarian from Salem, Massachusetts. Her work appears in Gargoyle, Corvid Queen, Coffin Bell, and other journals.You can read more of her work at www.magpiepoems.com
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Poetry By Cathryn Cofell

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A Monster Describes Itself 
 
I see pinpoints of red, a tunnel I can’t crawl, 
a cave no canary could thread. I have forgotten 
the sound of my voice but am drawn to the creek 
of other people’s words. You want to believe 
I am misunderstood, beautiful on the inside, 
but if you believe in heaven, isn’t there also 
a hell? I want to believe I abandoned 
beauty long ago, but is it abandon if it was never 
mine? I long for blood orange, peanut brittle, 
hard boiled eggs, to crack open the shells, 
to excavate the sweet ugly. 

Alone, I am a water ballet, dance of pines, 
steam of moss. With you, I am desire, devastation, 
dread. How can a mouth describe its own tongue? 
How can a body recoil at its own pulse, all boil 
and pump? You may choose to hunt me, corner me, 
fell me like a redwood, but after, there will be 
sadness, guilt, an unimaginable loss.
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Cathryn Cofell is Appleton, Wisconsin's first poet laureate, a platform to help foster a community that is more literate, more compassionate, more connected, and more mentally healthy. She coordinates Poetry Unlocked, a monthly poetry reading series and volunteers her time with several nonprofit organizations, including the Wisconsin Fellowship of Poets and NAMI Fox Valley. Cofell is the author of eight books of poetry, including “Stick Figure With Skirt,” winner of the Main Street Rag Poetry Award. 
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Poetry By Debora Lidov

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Cave

I squeeze through 
the eye of 
the needle, 
enter the 
ancient cave.
Here in the
ancient cave,
the chorus 
ancient-wails, 
“There’s only 
one brother. 
We’re all in 
love with the
brother.” My 
enemies 
enemies
forever, 
I enter. 
Complaining. 
Deranged. Will 
I find the 
fentanyl 
system that
fentanyl-
killed him?
Fentanyl 
King, laced the 
hapless hit. 
Fentanyl 
pawns, left him 
to die, left 
us, in love, 
to find him. 
Enemy 
basement, cave 
where he lay. 
Enemy 
stairway.
Enemy stairs. 
Infinite 
enemy stairs.




​
Door


One of us 
dreamed the dream.
That one called 
the other. 
The dream took
place in the
suburb of
the city
where we’d lived
as kids in
a red brick 
bungalow. 
The side of 
that house had
a small square
cupboard called
a “milk door,” 
where milkmen 
once left fresh
bottled milk.
But we in 
the nineteen
seventies,
used the door
for keeping
our ring of
emergency
spare keys. Then  
decades later, 
in twenty
twenty-one
just a few
weeks maybe
days before
he’d die so
suddenly,
one of us
dreamed the door  
and called up
the other
to ask if 
that door and
spare keys were
figments or
actual
memory.
“Actual
memory,”
answered the
other and 
made it real.



Debora Lidov’s poems have appeared in New York Quarterly,  Paris Review, Plume, Salamander, Tarpaulin Sky, The Yale Review, and other journals and anthologies. She is the author of Trance (FLP), and she lives in Brooklyn, NY.
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Poetry By Suri Deering

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​Death Spiral Sonnet
After Diane Seuss

My sister despises ants. Especially the ones that bite, the ants that have the foresight to come inside when it’s cold. She told me that the number of times she was a nonconsenting sexual partner outnumbers her consensual count. Anxious thoughts slice through her psyche like the scars on her thigh, where the trauma coagulates in her veins and damns the flow to her amygdala. Now she reflects on the times she was raped and, is she remembering wrong? What if she was the rapist? A rapist a rapist a rapist a rapist rapist rapist rapist. A brain can only self-flagellate so much until the intrusive thoughts become an abusive un      -     reality. Thoughts of these assaults keep her up at night. I pray that with each of these ant-men join the Ouroboros ant parade, the death spiral, the inevitable consequence of a single “mistake.” I wonder how vile men are attracted to her like ants to sweet, sugary nectar–but nectar is intentional. Next time my sister will be rife with intention; she will be the fungus Ophiocordyceps unilateralis sensu lato, and she will take over the ant brain of every man who displeases her and force their demise. I imagine a world where every heinous villain who made my sister believe herself as evil becomes a knurl on a pole, fungus protruding from their skull in the shape of a girl.

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Suri Deering is an MFA student at UMKC. She lives in Kansas with her fiancé, two cats, and an overly-anxious dog. She has one research publication, but is currently working on creative projects. She enjoys reading, being outside, watching movies, and occasionally, writing.
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Poetry By Scott Ferry

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today i photograph sun and wind on water--
a code in the percussion of photons
and as i focus—every spark— 
mitochondria splices--
solar core fuses--
all lights the same light
all languages a combustion
in god’s throat of coral and coal 
in our carbon limbs—unblistered and clean!

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​Scott Ferry helps our Veterans heal as a RN in the Seattle area. He has two books birthing in 2026: Blood on the Map of Man from Luchador Press and Inheritance of Air with Aakriti Kuntal from Meat For Tea Press. More can be found @ ferrypoetry.com.
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