12/7/2024 Poetry by Danielle Coffyn Tim Vrtiska CC
Every Afternoon, I Call You At Work Not to relay anything timely or important, but to hear the tired timbre of your voice turn yellow. We are both trying to save the world. To combat cynicism & despair. Most days, we darken by noon, overmine our weary hearts as deep cobalt threatens to pollute hopeful veins. You answer on the first ring. I tell you about the groundhog in our yard (I’m overwhelmed) or how the sun is too hot (I’m exhausted) or what I think we should make for dinner (I love you). I listen as your colors change & feel mine shift too—blue to blond, resigned to resistant, tired to energized. Fueled by the thread tethering your love to mine. Everything Happens For A Reason Forgive me. I am uncomfortable with how little in life makes sense. You tell me an asteroid shattered your world. My mind cannot accept purposeless pain. We are strange creatures. Hopeful. Defiant in the face of despair. But the truth is I am afraid. I do not know how to sit in a room where grief wears a crown. I love you. I cannot bear to see you hurting. I want to help. I searched our language but found no words to assuage your suffering. So I stop talking except to say I’m here & I’m listening. Danielle Coffyn (she/her) is the author of If Adam Picked the Apple (North Meridian Press, 2025). Her work has appeared in The North Meridian Review, Kottke.org, and The Daily Good. She is the recipient of a Pushcart Prize. You can find her writing on Substack (The Understory) and Instagram (@daniellecoffyn). She currently resides in St. Louis, Missouri with her son and pup. Comments are closed.
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