3/21/2016 Three poems by Alexis BatesRainy Days He comes home boots muddy hands bloodied sits down for a drink and calls me honey I feel myself shrink under the pressure of marriage I’m starting to rethink the concept of marriage Daughter You’re such a good girl building caves in your cheeks with all the words you’ve hidden there Wild I have fallen in love with myself my distorted features meaningless in the face of a broken mirror my skin calloused and bleeding I am yellow bruises and muddy footprints I have learned to love myself wild About the author: Alexis Bates, 18, is an upstart poet and writer living in Baltimore, MD. Her poems force us to reflect on how we relate to topics such as self-perception, feminism, and mental illness. Her work has previously appeared or is forthcoming in Doll Hospital, White Ash, Rising Phoenix, and others. 3/20/2016 Three poems by Eve Paradise-GallardoSling Shot Summer By Eve Paradise-Gallardo My brother Use to assemble Sling shots From Y- shaped branches Of Ash trees Chinaberries we’d Gather for ammo And each hot day We all became More Skillful at hitting Tin can targets, And later, August chicharras My baby sister who had neither The heart, nor aim, Would, instead, collect the The silent arthropods Inside emptied matchboxes Later to be Ceremoniously lowered Into shadowed graves Dug beneath the trees From which They had fallen I use to watch As she would Gather their Cellophane carapaces Slipped free from Twigs and blades of grass And in a final tribute Crumble the nymph remains Between her baby fingers Like chicharrones Over the mounds of tiny graves Enough I use to help you Load the shopping cart With black garbage bags Stuffed with laundry Walk in the cold night Cross the highway It was enough, though, To hear you say, along The way, “Pull that cap Over your ears.” And it meant Everything to me To worry with you About our cat “twinkle toes”, Turning dollars into quick Quarters and staking claim To enough adjacent Washing machines Childhood When I think of my childhood My memories are like photographs That safely frame us The noble rocking horse I rode upon While my Mom sang “She will have music where ever she goes . . .” In her light cloud voice Standing beside The wading pool In white training pants The dark water Frightening and alluring Wearing a dull Easter dress while Swinging a bright white Wicker purse With the matching Gloves my sister adored The grey garden hose Carefully held as we splash In silvery joy I am frozen Ante Polaroid and scalloped edged Tucked securely between the ridges Of my prefrontal cortex About the Author: Eve Paradise-Gallardo. A poet who lives on the tip of Texas. She has had a few of her poems published in a couple of chap books. She enjoys reading and writing poetry. 3/19/2016 Three poems by Adam Levon BrownDistanced Icy logic Forked, snake tongue Edged mind Emotion gone, pitiless attitude; Darkened soul What is this? What have I become? Inception in Ice My mind drifts like an iceberg in the northern sea. Ice chills my veins, as waves tumultuously barrage my senses. Parts of me are frostbitten with the hopes of a new dawn. My heart, as cold as the arctic, longs for romance and new adventures. One question lingers in my brain; Will I ever be rescued from this iceberg that is isolation? I look to the moon and stars in desperation. I cry out to the sky in my loneliness and declare the world as my enemy. The Warmest Blizzard Vivid Vibrations free inside and out. The avalanche of elation overcomes even the deepest of scars. Mountains shake and trees uproot at the pulsation of my heart. Buried underneath lie my insecurities and fear. About the author: Adam Levon Brown is a poet residing in Eugene, Oregon.. He started writing in Winter of 2014 to express his thoughts and emotions as a way of finding catharsis. He has two collections of poetry published with the independent publishing group Creative Talents Unleashed. He has been published in several places including Section 8 Magazine, Leaves of Ink, and Bitchin’ Kitsch. Blog: http://www.AdamLevonBrown.com Author Page: http://www.ctupublishinggroup.com/adam-levon-brown-.html Twitter: https://twitter.com/adamlevonbrown 3/18/2016 Two poems by Samuel J FoxSelf-Portrait with Wretched Snow Angel By Samuel J. Fox The birds alight through the downfall and onto the powdered sidewalk. Their talons leave marks, calligraphy of poems, printed on the blankness of a cold-pressed world. I stumble through its door, winter’s leavings and beatitudes, scaring feathers to break open. The first severe snow brings with it a cold so bright it cleanses the air into glass. Grey as dovetails. Clear as holiness, near transparent. I lay down in the perfectly untouched fallen sky. I flap my arms as if I could migrate to a warmer, simpler world. My flesh burns in its freezing. Standing, my imprint is a shallow dent in the page of my front yard. I will not call it a poem. It is a wretched shadow’s negative. But, I love the way it lies beneath my house on the hill, a dazzled character in nobody’s mythology. A protagonist in a gospel enrobed with sleet. Self Portrait with Rain The windowpane isn’t the only body made of glass. My girlfriend of late discovered my tendency to stare at men like most men stare at women. We sit inside a suave coffee shop, where jazz doesn’t help to drown out the dejection in her voice when she asks why I bother to still sleep with her. I watch the water condense on the tall panes of glass, roll down and cohere to other globules of water. The water doesn’t mind other water. It easily mingles and doesn’t reject itself. I walk her out to the car, holding her loosely: too much so. She takes her umbrella, folds it, and, without a word, leaves. I stand in the rain. The rain is an embrace I neither want nor deserve. In Spanish, rain is a she; in French, it can be a he. I too am rain, my body a reservoir filling to the brim of all that it can bear to hold, my lack of words a surface rippling. About the author: Samuel J. Fox holds a B.A. in Literature from Western Carolina University. Samuel is published in Iodine Poetry Journal, Rat's Ass Review, and Broad River Review where Samuel was a finalist for the Ron Rash Award. Samuel lives in the Piedmont of North Carolina. 3/17/2016 Four poems by Bridget Eileenhis truth slithers into her By Bridget Eileen stabs her repeatedly in her car leaves an icy shell the lights of the parking lot are blurry from fog she knows she'll be dead for a while Not worthy Not special blackened resin and disappointment fill the lulls and snuff out hope hail claps the windshield the appetite of loneliness catching up with her machine cuts She doesn’t know why she likes to make herself bleed Pulling the skin around her fingernails so violently With her teeth seeing a little blood rise to the surface Sucking the red away going back in for more Hardly anyone is ever romantic nowadays One man did say he was distracted by her beauty That was flattering but mostly everyone is solicitous without A modicum of sweetness. It's painful. the grey days scandal, you'd know it if you looked for it clad in polka dots with a dash of blood on the side the madness and wild laughter kills happiness you only have to sneeze in that village for someone to think about the grey days, where the sky is nothing inside the man's study is a vase with a flower in it the able woman watches it wobble then bang the brutality, the portrait, who chooses not to discuss it fantastical feminine women with bulging breasts, oh and mouths, round, red, wet and ready to paint, to gloss, to touch with the tip of a brush, a finger, a thing to think of. So long ago, a lifetime of occurrences since those bold strokes what's left is solitude and a reverence for monsters made of paint About the author: Bridget Eileen lives in Boston. She grew up in the South Shore suburbs of the city. She received her undergraduate and graduate degrees in the great state of Maine. Along with writing poetry, journals, & picture books, she runs a style website showcasing her bargain hunter adventures in artsy, pinup, foodie, travel, nature and style stuff. Her work has been published in various publications, inlcuding most recently in Summerstock Journal and Let the Bucket Down. Her role model in life is Maude, of Harold and Maude. 3/16/2016 WHITECHAPEL By Marc LengfieldWHITECHAPEL I. BUCK’S ROW -MARY ANN “POLLY” NICHOLS – AUGUST 31, 1888 I were ‘is first yer know. It were the bleedin’ doss brass I were after. ‘ad it free times that day and drunk it away. But I like me gin yer know. The deputy 'e told me ter leave out the kitchen at Wilmott's on account I couldn't produce me doss brass. But I weren’t worried. I 'ad me brand new black stror bonnet, trimmed it was, wiv black velvet and I were wearin' me new linsey frock and me red brown ulster wiv seven brass buttons, do wot guvnor! The chuffin' one wiv the picture of the man and tart on 'orseback. I were 'ave a lookin' right pretty that night. Surely I could cop us a payin' gent. I told Emily 'olland I'll be right back. It shouldn't take long. But I didn’t come back, do wot guvnor! I should've slept rough maybe in Trafalgar Square. But I were right drunk. And the rains. And the sky. All red wiv the bleedin' dock fires and 'e came sharp dressed and I fought I knew 'im. I didn’t come back. I were tidy yer know. The carman Cross 'e were the one that found me. He were kind, tried ter make me decent, right, pulled me underskirts hammer and tack dahn. And the bloomin' coroner 'e said there weren't much blood and me fighs were right tidy. I were 'is first yer know. II. 29 HANBURY STREET, SPITALFIELDS -ANNIE CHAPMAN- SEPTEMBER 8, 1888 Sometimes they called me Dark Annie. I made me lodgin' wiv crochet work and sellin' fake flowers and me two regulars , right, Harry the Horker and the chuffin' bricklayer 'oose name were Ted Stanley. The bleedin' one they called the bleedin' Pensioner. I got along good wiv the bleedin' deputy keeper Donovon, got along wiv evry geezer except that bitch Eliza Cooper 'oo were after me Pensioner making such a fuss over a boozer of soap. Yer know I tossed the bloomin' 'oore an 'alf penny onto the chuffin' lodgin' 'ouse kitchen table, told 'er go and cop an 'alfpenny of soap. And later I slapped 'er at the Britannia and we got into it. The bleedin' fuckin' slut, she punched me fine an' th' co'oner foun' th' bruises right along wif all the slices Mister Jack put on me. Nearly cut me loaf of bread off 'e did and it were that John Evans' fault. Yer can't 'ave a knees-up wivout a joanna. It were 'im made Donovon turn me out ter the street ter hustle up me rent brass, init? I were quite 'appy eatin' me potatoes in the kitchen and I weren't drunk only tipsy. I tried tro cop John Evans ter let me stay but 'e said yer can find brass for beer but yer can't find brass for yor bed. I told 'im keep me bed I’ll be not long and off I went walkin' over ter Ten Bells and and that's where the foreigner found me there, init? He were short yer know wiv a deerstalker 'at and wen 'e were done wiv me 'e arranged me legs like a midole lady would, do wot guvnor. III. "THE DOUBLE EVENT" DUTFIELD'S YARD: 36 BERNER STREET- -ELIZABETH STRIDE- ALDGATE HIGH STREET -CATHERINE EDDOWES- -SEPTEMBER 30, 1888 It were just in the cards that night yer know. It were right Lizzy 'e were after. It were 'er that were first. But they were interrupted, come upon by that jewelry salesman and 'is pony before Jack could cop his satisfaction. Cor blimey guy! And that pony knew. Knew evil Jack were there in the yard in the bloomin’ shadows wiv the fog and the evil. And the pony 'e shied, wouldn't go no furffer, init? Until Jack slipped oray leavin' Long Liz wiv 'er froat fresh cut still gurglin' warm. I'll get out me spoons. I don't know why they call 'er Long Liz. Cor blimey guv, would I lie to you? Maybe because 'er last name's Stride or because she's tall or because of the bleedin' shape of 'er Nanny Goat Race. Kate and Lizzy, we were the keen ones. Me mates, me chinas, me muckers always said that Kate she's the intelligent one and scholary, fough she 'as i fierce temper, and that's a direct quote. And Liz-she 'ad the gift of 'am sandwich, spoke Yiddish and the Kin''s English she did, learned it in Sweden. There weren't no Cockney comin' out of that girl's North and South. O'course she 'ad a bit of a wistle wen she went on. On account of 'avin' no teeff in 'er lower jor. Got them kicked out wen the Princess Alice ran into the bloody Bywell Castle. Lost 'er kids and 'er ole man and 'er teeff wen the bloody ship went dahn. And if she says it's true then it's true, do wot guvnor! She ain't lyin' no matter wot the bloody Ripperologists say. Fuckin' wankers wot do they know! Oi! Some of them even say Lizzy's not one of us, not one of the five, init? But I know. Jack made us sisters that night. Killed us boff the same night. He didn't cop to finish wiv Long Liz like 'e did wiv me. Oh yeah, he made some nasty work of me. Cut out me female parts, right, pulled me guts over me loaf of bread and got shit all over me. Cut out me kidney and even ate 'alf of it. Sent the uvver 'alf ter Lusk yer know. Yeah yer Rippers know about that. Signed that letter From Hell, 'e did. And yer fink yer know 'im. Got all yor fancy theories of royal cousins and doctors and butchers and skinners. But yer don't know 'im. Me and Lizzy and the uvvers - we know 'im. We seen 'is Nanny Goat Race- we seen 'im burn. They 'ad me in the bloody sot tank that night and put me out wen I sobered up. Bloody Jack couldn't cop no satisfaction wiv Liz so 'e got it wiv me. It were just in the cards. IV. 13 MILLER'S COURT -MARY JANE KELLY- NOVEMBER 9, 1888 Me mince pies were blue, right, me complexion fair and me breasts were full. I 'ad considerable personal attractions. Cor blimey guv! Yer can't 'ave a knees-up wivout a joanna. I were a blonde, a redhead, right, a brunette. I were the yungest, the bloody prettiest, I 'ad considerable personal attractions. Cor blimey guv! I were the last. Some called me Mary Jane. Some called me Marie Jeanette. Some called me Fair Emma or Ginger. Some called me Black Mary and some even say I were Jack. And some say I weren't 'er. Say I were anuvver. It's a mestery forever except ter me, right, my sisters, and Jack. He took me apart yer know, that Gentleman Jack did. Oh he opened me up, opened me up like no man ever did. After 'e killed me, right, I were like a spirit Jesus floatin' over meself, wotchin' meself. Oh 'e were rock 'ard 'e were at 'is work on me he were. Like the chuffin' bog eyes's fang 'e were. Razorin' up me Nanny Goat Race. Dear God I were the yungest! I were the prettiest! He cut off me nose, me cheeks, right, me eyebrows, me ears, do wot guvnor! I were the bleedin' yungest. I were the chuffin' prettiest. He cut off me tits and put one under me loaf of bread like a pillow. He cut out me lung and me liver and 'e cut out me womb. He split me wide open, pulled me apart and took me 'eart out. Took it wiv 'im! Honest guv! He 'urt me that nasty Jack did. And no geezer knows. Even 'e can only know 'alf. And 'oo seen me at the chuffin' Brittania drinkin' wiv the man, then, eh? And 'oo seen me at the Ten Bells drinkin' wiv the man, then, eh? And 'oo 'eard me singgin' 'oo 'eard the rain, heard the bloomin' cry of murder, 'oo 'eard heard me singgin' A Violet I Plucked from Muvver's Grave... ...Wen A Boy, singgin’ me song forever. I were the yungest, the prettiest, the bloodiest. I were the last. About the author: Marc Lengfield lives in Florida where he teaches mathematics at a local university. His previous publications include a short story titled 'Diary of Blind Love' dedicated to the post punk, sex positive literary pioneer Kathy Acker, which first appeared in Dogzplot some years ago. 3/15/2016 Two poems by Marianne SzlykMercurial By Marianne Szlyk She imagines being the one left behind as she gazes past the empty pond. The not yet frozen surface hides mud and murk that remain from fall. She throbs as if with the ache that won’t change as snow sticks to matted grass then melts as grass springs up spiky flowers bloom and then snow blows in. She prefers to be mercurial, shifting not staying, not writing from stillness as sun and seasons, wind and weather move on from the mud and murk like the one who is always leaving. Ms. Hawthorn dreams of standing on a ridge in Britain, looking down on cathedrals and car parks, on pubs and Morris dancers , albums she knew from used record stores and long-lost friends’ collections. Dirty blonde hair streaming in the wind, she would be barefoot, wear white, in spite of mud and wet grass. At fifty, she sits in traffic. Through mousy- brown bangs, she blinks at mist falling on her windshield, the line of cars snaking on past the exit. As violins on the CD swell, a young man sings about growing older on a morning like this one. He has just arrived in town; she has lived in this state for a dozen years or more. About the author: Marianne Szlyk is a professor at Montgomery College and the editor of The Song Is... Recently, she published her second chapbook, I Dream of Empathy, with Flutter Press. Her first (Listening to Electric Cambodia, Looking Up at Trees of Heaven) is available for free here: http://barometricpressures.blogspot.com/2014/10/listening-to-electric-cambodia-looking.html . Her poems have appeared in Long Exposure, Poppy Road Review, Of/with, bird's thumb, Cacti Fur, Five2One Magazine's #thesideshow, Contemporary American Voices, Jellyfish Whispers, Napalm and Novocaine, Silver Birch Press, and other online and print venues including Kind of a Hurricane Press' anthologies. She hopes that you will stop by The Song Is... at http://thesongis.blogspot.com/ . 3/14/2016 Two poems by G. M. H. Thompson65 MILLION YEARS AGO: Mais ou sont les neiges d’antan? –François Villon, Le Testament, 336 Only bones remain & petrified forests & black seas in our automobiles Today is a day of sacred ignorance a day of jejune decadence a day of blind ruination We each & every one of us is lost in forests of ruins forests of decay forests of sand & ashes forests where we are weeping and know not why Millennia are grinding to dust all around us worlds disintegrating in the acid of our unbelief universes torn to tatters through our crass indifference & there will be no redemption or reparation or reawakening. AIRY ANECDOTE —Did you hear about the balloon that got away? It had a tether I don’t know why & wherever it went it wrecked. The power lines it wrecked. the telephone wires it wrecked the t.v. towers it wrecked Many thousands of people were without electricity & I think finally they shot it down About the author: G. M. H. Thompson was born on February 15, 1990, in about 12 in the morning, in a hospital in Cleveland, Ohio, United States of America. G. M. H. Thompson received a B.A. in History from the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign on the twelfth of May, 2013. His poetry either has or will shortly appear in Old Red Kimono, Shemom, Bear Creek Haiku, Scifaikuest, among others. Let Us Go, a poem of his, has received the Winter 2016 Heart & Mind Zine Judge's Choice Award in the category of poetry. This poem will be published on February 28th, 2016, along with the rest of the Winter 2016 edition of Heart & Mind Zine (http://www.heartandmindzine.com). 3/13/2016 Stairway: Photographs By Aria Riding About the artist: Aria Riding is a name once used by my sister. I started using it, to change how people thought of the stories when I performed them. Then several people began to perform stories, saying they were Aria Riding. I then started using the name to help publish the stories of friends of mine who have various forms of madness, who cannot handle the horrible grind of submitting stories themselves. Aria Riding is now being used by several writers of different genders, persuasions, mental health states, and ethnic backgrounds as a solidarity project. Through this experiment, she is trying to write a more complete author. Recent publications include Gargoyle Magazine, Atticus Books, The Adirondack Review, etc. A. Riding is the author of "The Exhibitionists," a series of interconnected triggers, or stories about the unspeakable present: the things we suppress, and continue to do while denying that we do them. Riding never goes out, is never seen, but her emissaries run Psychomachia Theater, a fringe space showcasing underrepresented/innovative arts/performance/letters (Seattle) and the dissident art/performance/butoh group Danse Perdue: website: www.lostdance.com. 3/12/2016 Three poems by Joan McNerneyAccident If only it had not rained the sky black and wet as we hurried across streets. Perhaps had he worn a light coat it would have been easier to spot. Maybe if the cab driver were not so tired, if headlights shone brighter. How many hundreds of things lead him to that corner. For instance staying late to check computer printouts. The cab driver had felt like going home at six but had a recent rent increase. Everything lead to the cab slipping along 3rd Avenue. Him in front of his office and then lunging out to avoid a puddle. There was no one to blame nothing to blame really not the rain or the dark coat not the dim lights nor the cab driver who would remember this always and sometimes blame himself. It was part of a series of events of time and place leading to this conclusion. An ambulance screamed down the avenue. His eyes wide open as he lay facing the black night. His time finished eyes opened as if staring at something quite different now. I planted my garden on the wrong side of moon forgetting tides of ocean lunar wax wane only madness was cultivated there underground tubular roots corpulent veins flowers called despair gave off a single fruit... I ate it my laughter becoming harsh my eyes grew oblique. "A" train brassy blue electric close eyes watch points like stars think now how insignificant compared to train speaking for itself stars known in no language burn shoot thru tiger's eyes brain in constant action reaction to what we do not know plans of distant stars galaxies floating as "A" train silver worm slides under big belly of city. About the author: Joan McNerney’s poetry has been included in numerous literary zines such as Camel Saloon, Seven Circle Press, Dinner with the Muse, Blueline, Missing of the Birds, and included in Bright Hills Press, Kind of A Hurricane Press and Poppy Road Review anthologies. She has been nominated three times for Best of the Net. |
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