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7/4/2026 0 Comments Issue 40 - July 2026Cover Art: "Get Free and Thread Some Joy Into That Needle" By James Diaz
Editor's Remarks: James Diaz Poetry: JoLee Passerini Gabor Gasztonyi Alicia Hoffman Kristin J. Kelley Jeff Whitney Christine Jackson Jennifer Small Nicole Zwolinski Melody Wilson Natalie Wolf Michele Sharpe Chantel L. Carlson Amara Tiebout Elisabeth Crago Cassie Leone Hanna Tawater Barbara Krasner Susan Vespoli Merrill Oliver Douglas Winter R. Parker Denise Gilchrist A.M. Hayden Christian Sammartino Wendy Miles Linda Ryynänen Tammy Smith Bob Kirkley Veronica Tucker John Wojtowicz Kate Young Forrest Miller Margeaux Templeton Danielle Bacibianco Eleanor Cade Busby Richard Foerster Alise Versella Sonya Wohletz John Burke James Finnegan Ilyse Simon Catherine Fahey Cathryn Cofell Debora Lidov Suri Deering Scott Ferry Jackie K. White Louis Bourgeois Christine Poythress R.G. Evans Bill Howell Angel Rosen Beth Kanell Mykki Rios Christine Potter John Dennis Tamara Stewart Alex Missall Jason Youngclaus Tiffany Pate Ramiro Valdes Abbey Lynne Rays Jennie Lightweis-Goff Dana Dickerson Steph Percival Aideen Henry Essays: Chad Sullivan Rebecca Schumejda Carra Hood Sue Ann Gleason Tracie Adams Jaclyn Frances Em Marinelli Fiction: Leslie Cairns Benjamin Joe Ben Nadler Joe P. Squance Kip Knott Artwork/Photography: Nina Nazir Jo Trafford Patricia Bingham Stephanie Bortmas Kip Knott Karen Cline-Tardiff Book Review: Sean G. Meggeson
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7/4/2026 0 Comments Editor's RemarksJoseph Gage CC
I come here sometimes to pray. What I mean is: I touch the ground and it feels warm. Well traveled. Because I swear there are times when being an editor feels like a type of wordless holy. We do it for different reasons. I started this work as a jagged stone, the waters moving over me have worked me into something I can hardly name. Its closest sound: gratitude. Words save our lives. Nothing else matters. My reason. This new issue has a lot of addiction and recovery in it. Was always the theme, but here it is, bubbling to the surface more than ever. And funny: how it's just what I needed, more than ever. Because ain't nothin' mine, I keep walking this line between learning and leaning in. Listening. What a song did for me once, laid out on the floor at sixteen: said: hold on to things you can't see, only feel. It was real. Music set it off, then came the poems and the no-home and all the years I went missing. When you could not name what had been taken from you, you lifted the pen and the pen lifted the pain just a little, just enough, that something broke through, carried you. Look, there's a real limitation to all this. It won't undo what was done, the things that happened are real. The pain is real. We can burn ourselves out on hope. Who says we don't need a little darkness? Too much of anything can be deadly. Light and dark. Hope is somewhere in the middle. Whatever I thought I knew I am unknowing. It's called growing. We're all just a bunch of word farmers mixing our pain and past into the soil, hoping, praying, that what blooms leaves a little room for the unruly to sing its song. That what is wild and unruly belongs. You. Me. We belong. And looking back on all that - hope like an arrow to the heart - we say yes to all of it. Pain is pain. And so is love. And being here still despite where and what we come from is a goddamn miracle. Give yourself a little grace. You ain't done planting them rows just yet. Let the past have the past. Here we all are, right now, in this one imperfect moment, watching a thing come to life in the good light. Until we pass through these parts again, just be all that you needed for yourself back then. And each other. In service, love, and gratitude, James Diaz EIC - AHC 7/4/2026 0 Comments Poetry By JoLee PasseriniBob P. B. CC
Grammar Lesson: Indefinite Pronouns Anything I touch will turn to flesh, and anyone is someone to be mending. Anyone is dreaming of another red-haired girl, one whose cheeks are hollow as the inside of a shell. Anyone can learn to sleepwalk. When you wake up, the sofa’s gone and you have a wooden swing. Anything I touch grows legs and walks away. Anything that no one loves gets buried. I can’t sleep. I dig holes in the yard. My dogs check them out and grin. I’ll dig a pit and bury the old brown easy chair. It’ll be goddam triumphant – to lose something that big in the ground. Holding a hammer, I mistake kisses for nails. What I want is something I do penance for. Anyone can learn to say a prayer. Anyone can take clothes to a shelter. It’s easy to give things away. It’s harder to give up. Some people sleepwalk into another’s bed. What they want is something left unsaid. How I love the ones who take things that are broken. The sign says: Small appliances, working or not. Not all can be fixed, but here’s to trying. I ask if anyone needs anything, but no one answers. I woke up at home this morning. Somebody’s couch was in the driveway, gently flaming. JoLee Passerini holds an MFA from the University of Alabama and teaches writing at Eastern Florida State College. Her poems have appeared most recently in Rattle, Bellevue Literary Review, O-Dark-Thirty, DIAGRAM, and Shadowplay. 7/4/2026 0 Comments Poetry By Gabor GasztonyiJoseph Gage CC
Viking Bob Light coming in from the Sunrise Hotel softened at night even in the rain when the outline of his beard moved in the mist Bob remembered his sisters as they covered him in summer grass beside the compost heap covering his face and shoulders on the wet ground. Tiny dandelions filled his pocket where he kept a book of names of lost children and those who allowed him to sleep in their room and touch the horn on his gold-painted helmet. Yearning to see Jessica, he lay down at her door and spoke through the keyhole, groaning all night, she stayed silent, until they took him away Rose Rose lived behind a curtain in Jim’s room, one bed on each side. Hers lay farthest from the window, near the door and wash basin. Rose put heroin into her arms like nuances of unfinished dreams that kept her awake as her blood examined every particle of memory, every outward scar inflicted by knives and tattoo needles. Jim an old man who carried shopping bags of old bread and expired mushrooms knew Rose was the only one that loved him, and so he kept the curtain open as long as she let him. Gabor Gasztonyi is an award-winning professional photographer, author, and filmmaker who lives in New Westminster, BC, Canada. His book A Room in the City, published by Anvil Press in 2010 with a foreword by Dr Gabor Mate, was a finalist for the George Ryga Award for Social Justice in Literature. Last year, he published Budapest at Night (Fekete Sas Kiado, Budapest), and currently, The Last Polio Children is due out this fall. Recent exhibitions include The Sudanese at the Surrey Art Gallery and two featured exhibits at the Capture Photography Festival in Vancouver, Portraits at Parkside Gallery. His film No Way Out won Best Cinematography at the Harlem Film Festival in New York in May 2019. Gabor is a polio survivor who has been an advocate for many years, including in Ethiopia, where he received a national recognition award for eradicating Polio. 7/4/2026 0 Comments Poetry By Alicia HoffmanMatt P. CC
Once Upon a Time There was a home made of broken glass. Once upon a time there was a shoe that didn’t fit. Yes, there was a ball. Orchestra and silk gown. And always, on the wall, an old clock ticking. Every tale, a re- winding of time. Every fable, a reversal. A return to. I want to reach toward the girl gathering summer berries near the stream. I want to shelter the lost fawn, reunite the lover. Let me tell you about the fountain of all stories. There is a bird on a high branch cawing. There is a small mouse hidden in the eaves. This life will take your blood. So carry your rucksack of apples, your kiln-fired jug. Tune your ear outward. Listen to the language of the earth. There is only so much that can be said of the dangers around the bend. Yes, goblins exist. Yes, too, to the witch. She pours her potions into the stitching of books you love to read about children lost in the dark forest. She turns you into a breadcrumb. She turns you into a worm. She spells it out so simply – There is a world not meant to hurt you. You must run before it gets worse. Only survival breaks this curse. Trestle, 1992 We would follow the trail, littered with empty Zima, past poplar and maple and nearer the muddy banks of the Schuylkill, more lyreleaf sage, sweetspine dogwood. The greenery came past our adolescent hips, grazed our midriffs as we found our way, climbed upward to the shirtless boys loitering on the abandoned trestle. They would gather there, smoke Marlboro reds, double dare each other to jump headfirst into the river. It was dangerous. Legends of mysterious rocks, old cement dumped from the railroad depot, invisible under the current, ready to smash a boy’s skull, but that just added to the thrill. We were all there for the same thing, something we needed to take from that place, something not easy to find. We were of one mind, baking in the August heat of suburban Philadelphia. We would eat ramen from someone’s kitchen, lick our fingers and trail them through sugar for dessert, thrust our hips and gaze into mirrors full of want. We were parentless. Aimless arrows and it was summer, so we egged on the boys as their perfect bodies sliced through the water twenty-five feet below. Us girls never jumped. It was enough to be near them as they whooped and hollered and we watched, combustible as a lit match. We passed a cigarette, the smoke permeating our permed hair, lips sticky with gloss. We were practicing a lot – smoke rings, the art of inhale, exhale. We were trying to breath fluidly through the smoke in our lungs, the growing suffocation of our bodies. We were in the air but we were also underneath the water. We were drowning, searching for the surface of our lives. We held our breath and closed our eyes. We held on to each other and somehow made it out alive. Witness Trees Let’s start in uncharted territory. Some hazy future void of hardwood. Let’s move like humans on a zip line back past the last century, past bulldozer and asphalt, shopping mall, parking lot, megalopolis, airport runway, mountain fracking, firewalls. For what it’s worth we saved so many species. Listen close and you can hear the zoning board, the urban- suburban sub-committee, the clean sweep volunteer alone on the street with a trash bag and a pick-up stick as we hit rewind, past the times that time stopped cold as hard frost on a stately elm’s branches. We’ve all seen some things. In Oxford, Mississippi, say, where the town square centers around a courthouse. Magnolias drop blossoms in early June and you can hear the dark past, the way the wind whips through the trees there are no need for plaques—or Paradise, California. Let’s start with the lack of water, go back to the lone man in the woods with a match—the xylem is a heartwood box, the phloem is a bitter sugar. Run the tape again—pause the times where time imprints itself into vascular cambium, tannin, resin. Next time I’m outside I’ll listen to the surveyors, the sentinels. Yoshino Cherry. Willow Oak. My aging body coasting through this blip of time. I’ll start with my own small history and the vastness sprouting under the ground of a sapling. Originally from Pennsylvania, Alicia Hoffman now lives, writes, and teaches in Rochester, New York. She holds an MFA in Poetry from the Rainier Writing Workshop and is the author of four collections, most recently Browsing as a Guest (Gnashing Teeth Publishing). Her poems have been published in a variety of journals, including Thrush, Trampset, The Night Heron Barks, Tar River Poetry, The Penn Review, Glass: A Poetry Journal, Typishly, Radar Poetry, and elsewhere. Find her at: www.aliciamariehoffman.com 7/4/2026 0 Comments Poetry By Kristin J. Kelleymogollon CC
Missing When we were small, our parents told me my eyes changed colors with the seasons. You bit all the other kids in the neighborhood. The slide projector smoked in the back of the basement, the dust in the light mixing with the memories we hadn’t finished living, spying on our own vacations. You said, "Holy shit—we had a happy childhood! I've been telling everyone for years it was miserable.” I miss the perfect morning that disappeared while I slept for two hours. A single black coffee, red accents, anticipation. Orange spice and Marlboro Lights, I love you, I love you, I loved you. Once I walked through the building where I worked, in the city I was about to leave, and pretended I was a ghost. I floated through the day, amazed at the way people—and places—adapt to your absence. But I know now we don’t adapt, we adjust. You’re gone, but traces of you inhabit everything: the sillage of candied florals, a warm summer night on the beach, fried clams, Moon River on the radio. I don’t miss alcohol. But I do miss the taste of fruit-scented bidis—or maybe just the heat of the summer I smoked them. I didn’t realize how much I missed liking baseball until I started liking it again. I remember missing what I thought would happen. There’s a memory of that beach in Atlantic City—he’s standing next to me, the sunlight blocking his face. I just see wind-tangled blonde hair, freckles, skin that looks like it would warm your hand if you touched it. I'm holding a shell, sharp against my thumb; an iridescent piece from a dream, a snapshot, something that might not have even happened; I can't remember. I don’t always miss the life I never had, though often I wonder. Kristin J. Kelley is a Boston-based poet and editor whose work explores grief, family inheritance, and the quiet imprints of loss and survival. She hosts and organizes a poetry reading series that raises funds for local charities. Her recent work has appeared or is forthcoming in Arnoldia, Sky Island Journal, Thimble Literary Magazine, and elsewhere. 7/4/2026 0 Comments Poetry By Jeff WhitneyAlexander Heim CC
What Thou Lovest Well Remains American You can be the center of your song but you can’t be the star says Willie Perdomo. I guess, if you like, you can also be the idea of a song, the blue ghost that haunts it, ten squirrels barking at the top of a tree. Which is a kind of stardom. Grow a terrible beard, the flock comes later. The game is write your own obituary and publish it in daily installments then call it your life. It’s Thursday, the dog is looking out the window like a philosophy major. Yesterday for work I took a quiz that asked what words I identify with. Turns out I’m patient, conscientious, and a cooperative team member. Who is this for? is a great question to ask of almost anything. Like the word butyraceous, meaning to have the qualities of butter. In what scenario would you use it? My grandfather once guaranteed “One day you’ll wake in a different country, so better get funny.” “There’s a bull’s eye on your back and on your head so why not party til you’re dead?” And when I opened my door just now a hearse drove by with a novelty license plate: CU SOON. I bet the driver gets a kick, possibly something else, out of that. Like the married couple with death plots next to each other, one with two dates, birth and death, while the other just a birth date, no death, and a single statement: “I won,” with the deceased partner’s in agreement: “She won.” A bench near a chapel says lift a thankful heart to god but after a while does god get bored of thankful hearts? Lift a chubby puppy, may be better, seven-hundred might do the trick. Or a cacophony of tarantulas. A realization of horses. My obituary says don’t love the world less love it different. For every well-funded military an astonishment of flowers. A stupidity of flowers. “That’ll do, pig” of flowers, and god giving back our thankful hearts bandaged and better. When presented two options find a third a fourth, a fifth. An inheritance of flowers, a pandemonium of flowers. To not get swept away by the all-at-once-ness, the holy- shit-ness, start with the first lesson from preschool or working customer service: if you want to say sorry, say thank you. Jeff Whitney's most recent chapbook is Good Things Are Happening (GreenTower Press, 2026). Recent poems can be found or found soon in AGNI, Alaska Quarterly Review, Gulf Coast, and The Southern Review. A recipient of a 2025 NEA fellowship, he lives with his wife in Portland, OR. For more info, visit www.jeffwhitneypoetry.com. 7/4/2026 0 Comments Poetry By Christine JacksonWarren LeMay CC
Hard Winter in Rooster Town After our tragic autumn, we seek solace by moving. The warmest space in the crumbling farmhouse is an east bedroom above the woodstove. Or so we think. The ancient stove makes constant demands. Another hungry infant. Each night we bend close to check its weak warm breath. On some mornings, sunrise gleams into our east bedroom. Nightmares stir memories. I need a pillow to cover my face. Corrugated ice covers the yard except for one shoot of rye grass. It hurts as I watch it struggle, bent and broken into this frozen universe. A rooster holds sway in the field out back. Its screech blusters over chicken coops, gusts through the ruined barn, sending a shudder through the house. We take supper in town, searching for kind hearts only to find more roosters. Local toughs from a lost cosmos swill beer, filling Mac’s clam shack with brag and swagger after racing brash engines across the moon. If Earth listens to God, the horizon bends an ear into the screech of a rooster. Christine Jackson is originally from New England, now living in South Florida. Her poems have appeared in THE EKPHRASTIC REVIEW, VERSE-VIRTUAL, SOUTH FLORIDA POETRY JOURNAL, CHAMELEON CHIMERA, and WITCHERY THE PLACE FOR E POEMS. 7/4/2026 0 Comments Poetry By Jennifer SmallJoseph Gage CC
The Architecture of Noise First it was a tremor, the porch light holding its breath, the kettle forgetting how to be quiet. Then silence grew seams, hairline fractures of sound in the stillness, a low drum beneath the floorboards. Shadows learned vibration. Noise rose like a tide inside your ribs, each heartbeat another struck match, static collecting in the corners. You checked the windows. Opened the front door. Waited for something outside yourself. Nothing came. The air went bright with unsaid lightning until the room could not contain you, until the sky leaned down to listen, until even the dark made space. How Air Returns Nobody tells you returning is quiet. No orchestra. No revelation. Only this: one day you notice you opened a window. One day you answer the phone. One day you laugh before remembering you were trying not to. You fold the laundry. Water the plant. Buy fruit. And halfway through the afternoon you realize you have not been carrying yourself like something breakable. Nothing announces itself. No before. No after. Only air returning slowly to rooms that forgot how to breathe. Jennifer Small is a poet and writer from New York City. She is the author of the self-published poetry collection Still Again: a collection of me and is currently completing her second collection, Those Who Touch Fire. Her work has appeared in Anti-Heroin Chic and anthologies through Eber & Wein Publishing. Her writing explores memory, identity, and the quiet ways people survive themselves. 7/4/2026 0 Comments Poetry By Nicole ZwolinskiIgor Spasic CC
I COME FROM THE VARIETY of Mid-Westerners who draw out long antennas from handled radios and shuttled their children to the basement as soon as the sirens wail. They’d tuck us in with blankets, my Rainbow Brite pillow, the crackling radio that sounded like cackles, and leave us with one flashlight to fight over. Under the stairs, in the dark crawl space, we’d listen as the footsteps stumbled and the windows slammed shut, locks sealing their lips with smacks. The silence would whirl our panic into frothy foam that would sizzle fear and excitement, like drinking Pepsi with our cheeks packed with pop rocks. As the eldest, I’d sacrifice myself to the storm in search of our parents, and always, I’d find them, swinging in the wind sipping a beer, my dad, not my mom and watching the charcoal skies bloom a shade of dark, I’d never seen before. The breeze bellowing screams and bending trees, sucking the leaves right off – bare, like a cartoon cat sucking the fish to the bone. The clouds would curl and drop like a curtain flat and the sky would shush the audience still. WHEN WE OWNED THE NIGHTS Remember the red wagon, before it had rusted? When time tumbled toward the earth and swirled around our ankles, but didn’t chain us down? Night was when fun started. The slick sky a dark ink With matte stars like pinholes in a faded shoebox diorama. We ran through the neighborhood and hid in bushes, shrinking out of the purview of the lamp light cutting through windows. Fear never graced us while we played flashlight tag, dressed in black and doused in bug spray, adults not concerned with our whereabouts. In slow motion 9:00 pm shifts to 10:30 and we give up; falling to cool ground and watching the stars, searching for shooting ones while swatting mosquitos away from exposed skin. Quietly, parting ways after finding no wishes in the drape with no constellations, to surrender to sleep before morning. The wagon waited, tipped on its side, on the dewy green grass blended with yellow dandelions as bumblebees stretched at dawn. Nicole Zwolinski’s first full-length poetry collection, Motherhead is forthcoming by Finishing Line Press in August 2026 . She has been published in the Feminine Collective, Firewords Quarterly, Alternate Routes, Effemera, the first Gather anthology and more. She was shortlisted for the Central Avenue Poetry prize and has two poems featured in their 2026 anthology. You can find her on Instagram @nicolezwrites and links to all her other writing spaces there. |
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