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8/31/2026 1 Comment

September Issue - 2026

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Cover Art: "I Would Not Trade This Life For Any Other" By James Diaz




Poetry:


Marsha Lewis
Lucia Angileri 
Linda Parsons 
Ruby Hansen Murray
Joanne Esser
Christine Higgins
Clayton Bradshaw-Mittal
Lucy Rattner
Sarah Redfield
Tracy Corey
Ed Gaudet 
Jess Burnquist
Brian Christopher Giddens
Meredith DePalma-Fernandez
Faeryn Baldwin 
Samantha Ashe
Angie Blake-Moore
Lesle Lewis
Patrick T. Reardon
Lisa Marie Farver
Lucinda Trew
Isabel Riley
Mark Feltham
Sheila E. Murphy
Robert McDonald
Meghann Williams 
Dan Murphy
Brittany Jividen
Connie Amoroso
Sharon Coleman
Penni Klein
Bree Bailey
Clara Angeline Smith
Nicole Henares 
Al Ortolani
Erin Lorandos
LC Gutierrez
River Knoblach
Chris Butters
Susan Musgrave
Rufus Wright
Stevie Edwards
Christina Hauck
Lewis Dimmick
Janette Schafer
Loren Crawford
Angelique Johnston
Brooks Thomas
Beck Anson
Patricia Aya Williams
John Miller
Alex Dawson 
Leah Wellbaum
Sarah Carleton
Michael DuBon



Fiction:

Eirene Gentle
Brigid M. Hughes
Cassidy Primm
Phoenix Alaska
JWGoll
Jess McColl
Eirene Gentle
Joseph LaBine 
Luna Vallejo



Essays:


Cindy Cain
Evangeline Holtz-Schramek
Mary Guiney
Loren Crawford
Michelle Lee Aguilar
C.J. Springacre
Ashley Olien



Artwork/Photography:


Shelley Novotny
Ethan Wood
Ashley L. Gnar
Randy Calderone
Marsha Lewis
Vianne Bozza
Coner Segren
Lauren Davies
Michele Menard
William Taylor Jr.
Elizabeth S. Gunn
wolfe ze
Arvilla Fee
Norman J. Olson
Luanne Castle
Kip Knott
Ruslan Garrey
Sandy Beach
Mollye Miller
Sabina Aran-Dinsmoor



Hybrid:

Loren Crawford
rachel fiske reynolds

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Poetry By Marsha Lewis

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For Emily
 
Yesterday, my cousin sang in a laundromat 
in Kensington, her amber guitar returned to her, 
sang “I’m back and better than ever,” 
while machines spun her dirty clothes 
clean.  My second cousin, once removed... 
Many times removed, from under the overpass 
at Allegheny with her orange tent and cart, 
back to the years in Spring City when she was bitten by a deer tick 
but did not know. My grandmother’s sister’s granddaughter. 
 
We came from saintly matriarchs, 
gentle, laughing grandmas, devout and healthy 
as horses, their yards open and flowery and lush. 
 
When we visited, she played Radiohead songs  
in our hotel room, fingers deft, throat 
trilling out haunted tones across the balcony,  
me half-in the door, half-out, on the painted stairwell, 
Pennyslvania summer as green as my envy. 

 
II 
She fell faint and dizzy from the tiny brown tick,  
bitten in summer’s long grasses. 
Weakness spread through her legs. 
Doctors puzzled, confounded, 
but refused to admit their unknowing 
and again a woman was taken to an institution  
because they had no names for her aching 
 
(but no, she wasn’t a woman, 
she was twelve). I’ll ask her, tomorrow, 
what warm plant’s medicine infused her veins  
on july nights in that white bed,  
our grandmothers hovering like light  
above her hospital departure. 
 
Hair dyed unicorn-pink now, arms a map of healed scars, 
she’s playing Amy Winehouse “Back to Black,” - - 
“i died a hundred times--” 
a little crowd gathered around her, cheering her on. 

 
III 
 
Amid a row of crackhouses, her roommates 
carry out crates and make a table 
for our take-out of Jamaican oxtail. 
They sit on the steps while we eat, 
the two men, sharing their own stories  
of injury and prescription, of pain released in an opioid’s slow haze. 
Carpenter, construction worker, muscles pulled. 
 
I think of Robert, back in Virginia, 
the five miles he walked to get to work, 
how he soaked his sore hands in ice water 
after hanging poultry on the line for hours. 
How the labourer’s pain is the foundation of civilization.  
The shelter kicked him out when he quit. 
 
On this cool evening, spring breaks 
above crumbling pavement, broke-down cars. 
Emily sings into the polluted air. 
She refills my water bottle, 
brings out doughnuts to send home with me. 
 
We sit on the crates past dark. 
Through torn curtains, the lights in  
the busted-out houses shine like stars. 
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Marsha Lewis was born & raised in South Florida. After years of traveling as a seasonal farmworker, she settled in the Philadelphia region, where she manages a small farm for the community, and in the winter, assists people with disabilities. She is currently in a liminal space in her home state, writing again and eating avocados off the tree. Her poems have appeared in Apricity, Red Weather, Gyroscope, Black Fox Literary Review, and Lily Poetry Review. Her first chapbook, Scattered Branches, was published by Finishing Line Press in 2024.


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Poetry By Lucia Angileri

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Hot June

Lately I am running late 
to my own arrival. Can’t seem
to cry or come. You can see in 
my eyes that I am somewhere 
else. 2011 or 2017 or that wet
hot June

when I called everyone 
baby. Drank my weight 
in rum. When all I wanted 
was more. Sure, 
I was an unreliable 
narrator. Forgive me. 
I was trying to find 
what was promised to us 
in being. 

About what holds us. People,
terraces, grief. Vintage suede. 
The croon of a stranger. 
An old friend. Someone 
you once knew or 
slept with. Someone you will 
sleep with. About how 
someone can only be 
new once and then 
never again. How 
you could go back
to that June and 
nothing would be there. 

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Love Poem on Calle 66

On the stoop of a Mayan pub 
with Marlboro Gold’s

and a knack for sadness,
tallying every time you shared 

a cigarette or a life. How surreal! 
How you’ve walked 

out of parties and jobs,
apartments & dives,

on people you loved 
or didn’t.

Feel that desire surfacing now,
that desire to walk

down the avenue 
screaming 

I LOVE YOU 
CAN’T YOU HEAR ME I LOVE YOU

But what good would it do? 
There are more urgent things 

to attend to. Like your mouth
parting to say my name 

or your tragic hands reaching
under a spill of white sheets.




Lucia Angileri is a Canadian poet of Mexican descent based in Windsor, Ontario. Her work appears in several literary magazines across the U.S.
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Poetry By Linda Parsons

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LEARNER’S PERMIT


Not so different from a Tennessee backroad: grasses feathered to summer’s call, mid-June, already hitting high heat. This road slinks into woods and centuried-chinked walls, my remote retreat near a medieval village. Another road, the crooked way past memory, winds white with dust to an overripe kitchen, sliced peaches, two high-strung girls in a country diner. Your grandmother sets us to the supper pies: thumbs wrapped against the blade, a mountain of furred peels weeps on aproned laps. As hot then as now, only a fan for relief. The close air, sugared and salted, barely stirs. We wash off the slippery hours, beg and wear down your mother, high on her powder-blue Fairlane. We say whatever it takes to sieve our own juice and sweat, to lay down the dust, down to the River Breeze Drive-In, to the boys under the floodlights, the bats’ skitter across our sunburned shoulders. Never mind that we stuck to the seats, drove blind with no license—our fruit yearned so to be picked. The irony of Rosemary’s road to perdition, swaddling her wild-eyed baby, was not lost on me, even at fifteen. How many dark cars lay ahead, flashing high beams like moths to the flame, how many nights parked without forethought before the road turned to lush undergrowth, sparked by desire alone? You might say butter wouldn’t melt in our mouths, no matter who or what we fought off in the dead heat of reckoning. 

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Linda Parsons is the Poet Laureate of Knoxville, Tennessee. She is also the poetry editor for Madville Publishing and the copy editor for Chapter 16, the literary website of Humanities Tennessee. She is published in such journals as The Georgia Review, Iowa Review, Prairie Schooner, Southern Poetry Review, Terrain, The Chattahoochee Review, Shenandoah, and many others. Her sixth collection is Valediction: Poems and Prose. Five of her plays have been produced by Flying Anvil Theatre in Knoxville. 


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Poetry By Ruby Hansen Murray

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The Woodland Bottoms


Above Bone Pile Farm clouds of starlings 
twist above bare fields. Unnamed islands 
cut by sloughs, fields of wapato arrowhead flags. 

A swinging railroad bridge, trailers on dirt
in the bend at Burke’s Slough, a dragon fly.
Blueberry fields bursting fruit, mechanical pickers.   

Hispanic men in orange t-shirts, yellow hard hats line up
to sign off skills among Cats and cranes on the sandy bank. 

East into the foothills of St. Helens, black 
semi-automatic weapons on a white flag. 

Large houses overlook mown meadows, fir-covered ridges. 
Chartreuse light from a moss-covered tree, 
the green of maple leaves beyond. Early afternoon, 

a couple in their sixties on the porch of a small cabin. 
The wife’s blue shirt, her husband beige, the narrow porch.

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Ruby Hansen Murray is a citizen of the Osage and Cherokee Nations, and the regular culture columnist for the Osage News. Her essays have won The Iowa Review and Montana Nonfiction Prizes and Notable Best American Essay 2025. “On Sunny Sands” published by Red Bird Chapbooks is forthcoming. 
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Poetry By Joanne Esser

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​CHERRIES


Those mornings you wake alone in wrestled sheets 
and tell yourself your longing, especially in the light of day, 
is too sad, and because it’s real and you know it,

you can barely open your eyes, you keep the shades pulled.
It may be true, but it’s not all that’s true. You’ve tried
daily Mass, once upon a time, and podcast meditations,

cardio boot camp and yoga; you’ve flown to the Himalayas,
climbed a mountain so high you could hardly breathe the air.
You want to find the one and only key that unlocks the secret.

I was there, too. I have seen that same aching sky, 
looked for a hint of the heaven they taught us 
was up somewhere beyond our sight. I’ve held so tight

to the last straw, my knuckles white from clutching.
I swallowed my pride, my voice, put on the expected face
until they praised my calm and collected poise

in any public situation. Hide it, they said, and you do,
sometimes well, but I see how your eyes reflect the glare
on mornings like this one. We’ve all been broken,

no matter what they post on Instagram, what awards, 
what degrees, what salary. From one broken person
to another: Come over to my place. I’ll make coffee.

We can eat cherries, spit out the pits. You tell me
your nightmare, I’ll tell you mine. Our words
will evaporate them in the heat of the sun here 

on my porch. Rock in my rickety chair until
your body comes to rest. Until we are beyond words,
where we figure out how to bear that undying light.


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Joanne Esser is the author of the poetry collections All We Can Do Is Name Them, Humming At The Dinner Table, and the chapbook I Have Always Wanted Lightning. Her new book of poems, Nothing Is Stationary, was released by Holy Cow! Press in June 2026. Recent work appears in Great Lakes Review, Humana Obscura, I-70 Review, and Dunes Review, among other journals. She earned an MFA from Hamline University and lives in Eagan, Minnesot


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Poetry By Christine Higgins

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Why My Daughter Chose Me


She knew
I could embrace the idea
that just because I gave birth to her, 
she didn’t belong to me.

She knew that for the longest time
I didn’t want to have a child, afraid I would screw it up.
So it made perfect sense
for her to be so wild, 

a sparkler, a Christmas cracker,
a firework you can’t contain. 
Conceived in love--
a product of hot desire.  

I was an artist, and so
she figured I would let her be one, too.
She could glue things to her bedroom walls--
rattail combs, album covers—and paint
pink stars on the ceiling.

She knew I was smart in the way
she needed me to be— to intervene, 
to mediate, to save her from falling. 

I had lived a whole life before her.
She knew I would survive, she knew I had guts.
She could teach me about letting go.

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Take A Tour of Treatment


Welcome to the program.
That’s what our patients say--
I’m on my way to the program.
They mean this clinic or another one
where nurses dispense methadone.

It’s called methadone maintenance--
people are here to maintain abstinence.
It’s not easy when you’re hit up 
on every corner 
to try something free--
oxy, 512s, black beauties, skittles.
Dealers want their customers back.  

Methadone is an agonist, that is:
against the effect of heroin.  
It doesn’t make you high.
So, If you see someone on the sidewalk 
listing like a rowboat at low tide,
it may be from using additional substances.     

Did you happen to notice the marigolds
in the tree wells when you came inside? 
Our patients planted them, hoping 
to make the street a bit more cheerful. 
Old Joe volunteers  to sweep away
the cigarette butts that litter the sidewalk.
            
We consider everyone to be in some 
stage of recovery even if it’s not going well. 
Just like taking medicine for other chronic
diseases—high blood pressure or diabetes--
you need to stick to a routine. 

Some  of our patients you won’t see today.
They reported here early this morning.
They have full-time  jobs—accountant, hair stylist, 
store owner.  Fathers and mothers who
who care for parents, siblings, their own children.  

Ah, you’re in luck, here’s Barry, 
our longest-running counselor. 
He’s been in recovery for 25 years.
Later today, his AA group will sit around 
a long table and tearfully admit to each other
You guys are my family.  

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Choose Silence
    
                                                
              Instructions for running a therapy group for people with substance use disorders


Try      to     say     as      little     as     possible

You don’t need to educate, admonish, advise or even sympathize.

The best you can do is

listen                  listen                   listen

Your ears should be so open, they tingle.  

Take in every syllable of pain,  of regret.

You can repeat what is said, Using drugs was the norm in your family.

No new thoughts  No direction.  No correction.
Try not to disturb the delicate balance.

Just as, in meditation, you welcome thoughts,
allow several different responses to come and then
let them go.                                                                     
                                                                           
                                Wait to hear the wisdom of the group--

                                 it  will come more easily if you are quiet.

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Christine Higgins is the author of Hallow, published in Spring, 2020 by Cherry Grove Press. She is the co-author of In the Margins, A Conversation in Poetry (Cherry Grove, 2017). Her chapbook, Hello Darling, won second place in the Poetry Box competition in 2019. She has been supported by the Maryland State Arts Council for her work in fiction and non-fiction. Lately, she has become interested in creating collages and art installations. Her collage work has appeared in the journal, Ranger.


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Poetry By Clayton Bradshaw-Mittal

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white trash

after he marries his second 
wife, my father moves us 
from the duplex on navarro 
street to a trailer outside
town

there’s a metal bin rusted 
with holes like a machine 
gun behind a pile of brush
and saturdays my father
burns trash 

as though it’s become ritual

inside the bin he builds an altar 
of stained furniture and discarded 
wood then he adds layers of paper 
and old books and appliances 
too cheap to work anymore

sometimes a star trek 
action figure in mint 
condition

he anoints it using gasoline
from the lawnmower’s 
supply 

and with a young firefighter’s
disregard for safety lights
a match and sacrifices 
a few of his bristled arm 
hairs

the way he moves is funny
as though he narrowly escapes 
self-immolation because it’s just 
a step too far in what he is willing
to give up on a saturday 
morning

between the dew steaming 
and the smoke ascending i look
for the face of a promised god 
to rescue me from our mildewed
home

as the flames extend their arms 
in molten praise, my father flees 
into his cardboard home to spit 
tobacco inside a paper-lined cup 
and i watching a plastic jean-luc 
picard melt under heat and pressure
suddenly realize the pile of garbage 
outside our trailer will never 
burn as hot as the trash 
                                                            inside


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Clayton Bradshaw-Mittal (they/them) writes queer, working-class stories, essays, and poems. Their work has been supported by Community of Writers, MASS MoCA, Vermont Studio Center, Sundress Academy for the Arts, and Tin House. Winner of the Plaza Short Story Prize and Finalist for the AWP Grace Paley Prize for Short Fiction, their creative work can be found in Story, Third Coast, The Masters Review, Fairy Tale Review, F(r)iction, American Literary Review, and elsewhere. Other writing appears in the Rumpus, Barrelhouse, New Ohio Review, and additional journals. They are the Managing Editor of the Best of the Net Anthology.

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Poetry By Lucy Rattner

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Tercets
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Screaming in some guy’s attic, not old enough to be drunk, just young
enough to be high on the sob-story of your friends breaking up
when you’re sixteen and love seems impossible.

Everyone here is looking at you. There’s two other girls in the room,
and you’re the only one who knows how to touch yourself. Everyone
can tell. You would split open on a lightning rod if you could climb

High enough. Someone is taking a video of you. You are crazy, love.
Scruffy nobodies who would grow up to fuck your friends
play the piano. You made a painting for your best guy friend

And you weren’t brave enough to give it to him. But now you are something.
That counts, doesn’t it? Letting every impulse win, laughing like you aren’t
about to let your own world end, push of a button, detonate that shit,

It will take centuries to rebuild, baby. For now, you are screaming
in some guy’s attic, unaware of the snow falling on his rooftop.
Climb up there. Take those pants off. That’s prayer.






The Yoga Class That I Keep Booking and Cancelling

Taught    by a woman who is a small thing and can
    bend herself in ways    that challenge my 
perception of myself      Which is fine
      because I can do the splits but I don’t
              tell guys that because their minds wander
Being flexible was never about sexual viability
   for me     It was simply a way to control one
part of me   One
   small part of me

If I go to yoga    When I go to yoga   The room will
   be red and sticky with sweat because they roast
us like poultry    Like when my friends and I go
           Out   And we rub bronzing oil on our sweet chests     It’s oil or sweat or cum or whatever

We are more beautiful              under the red dive bar glow    bent over
               playing pool      thong peeking out         Their minds wander

When I do yoga at home   no one cares if I tap out
     In Revolved Chair    or weep in Savasana

When I go to yoga they will touch me    If my      
       shoulders   are not square with my hips
          I don’t want to be touched   Anymore

Do you know how hard it is to be   Touched  
     today   when the world is waiting for the right moment to end   when the reason you are doing
​yoga is to forget you were ever   Touched

     in the first place

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Lucy Rattner is a 22-year-old poet from right outside of New York City. Her work has been published in Vagabond City Lit, Pinky Thinker Press, and upcoming in North Dakota Quarterly. She was nominated for a Pushcart Prize for her poem "Girlhood" published by Viewless Wings. She publishes essays on her Substack, Girls Gone Feral, as well. She adores the sublime, the surreal, and the sentimental.


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Poetry By Sarah Redfield

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Paid on Credit


Why am I here? 
Not at Göbekli Tepe,
like Atiye in The Gift,
on Netflix--
living in lush mystery,
looking 
for a startling symbol 
linking me 
to the ancients.

Instead, 
slouching down aisles 
looking 
for the time before loss, 
scattered like receipts 
and sticky wrappers 
on the floor of the car,
I stand--
7 Eleven on 3rd,
under fluorescent tubes 
at the coffee bar.
 
I do the whole works 
as two road crew guys
weave in, 
grab cups, 
pump coffee, 
I weave out 
around their bruised arms,
press the lid down, 
overwhelmed 
with untethered.

I side-eye quick 
the tall one’s hands,
blistered fingers 
pinch and tear 
three sugars at once. 
I wonder: 
how much weight 
can he carry? 
How long, 
for a lifetime? 

Staring into homes
I was born in,
brick, flowerless, 
empty doorways--
I figured out
weight can be returned. 
Without anger,
or forgiveness, 
dumped at the feet 
of the original owner.
Dead. Or alive.

I took a sip,
grabbed a maple bar, 
colors of the desert 
at Göbekli Tepe— 
paid on credit, 
not sure if I’d ever return.
 
Outside, 
Vivaldi played 
from a parked car;
a homeless guy stood, 
feet dancing side to side,  
under the overhang.

He held out his hands 
catching the rain, 
forecast to flood 
last year’s burn scars 
by midnight.

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Sarah Redfield's writing has appeared or is forthcoming in Limberlost Review 2026, The North American Review, ACM, and Poets & Writers, She was awarded a Literary Arts Fellowship. Her novel-in-verse, Pictures of the Floating World, is currently seeking publication. Redfield lives on a working hay farm in central Oregon.


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