6/3/2020 Greatest Generation by Ed Granger Alexander Rabb CC Greatest Generation In the movies, it’s a gray sedan pluming dust as it races toward a farmyard strewn with chickens, an alleyway clogged by scrawny kids playing ball. It’s wind combing a tawny field in Kansas, a rapt stand of Oregon timber already measuring its fall. Always it’s a mother framed forever before. Then after, as the terror she’s shoved hard into the cold sink of her gut rises like set-aside dough or midnight bile. The mother’s never yours, although you suppose she could be with a deft twist of the way she shifts her weight onto one hip, tucks a wisp of who she would be in some other life behind one ear. You have one chance left before the credits roll to become next-greatest twice removed from Omaha Beach, a fetid South Pacific airstrip. To not slam through the screen porch, not kiss her on the cheek, not display yesterday’s wounds. She’s been frozen for you here in a Glenn Miller haze of glinting saxophones, their bells swaying in unison to “In the Mood.” Notice how her knuckles pool around the hinges she once held you with. The way she brushes damp hands across her apron front before willing her knees to the door. You have one chance not to knock, to keep this mother not yours breathing in her retirement place already stocking body bags. To make sure her grandkids don’t have to say goodbye on Skype. See how her chest rises and falls to fill this dream at 4 a.m.. Tell her you love this mother who’s not yours while the gray sedan not yours still idles. Then stay home. Ed Granger’s chapbook “Voices from the First Gilded Age” was published in 2019 by Finishing Line Press. His poems have also appeared or are forthcoming in THINK Journal, Potomac Review, Little Patuxent Review, Naugatuck River Review, Rappahannock Review, and other journals. Comments are closed.
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