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3/22/2023

Poetry By Alison Luterman

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       Christopher Bowns CC




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Take Another Little Piece of My Heart! 
 
It’s 1975 and I have the requisite frizzy hair 
and hand-patched jeans, and thrift store velour jacket
and cracked little teenage heart, 
and I’m wailing along to Me and Bobby McGee 
along with Janis in my parents’ suburban living room 
and we’re singing Somewhere near Salinas, Lord, 
I let him slip away, though I have no idea where Salinas is, or what it means to let someone 
slip through your fingers 
and I never knew you were allowed to scream
the way she does on Take it! Take another little piece 
of my heart now baby! so I try that too, 
though I lack her Texas twang, also her full-throated sexual
understanding of what it is to be a woman 
who has stripped off her very flesh for a man 
who will never love her back
like she deserves. When Janis sings 
the song comes through her like a tornado, 
violent and perfectly formed,
and I am a clumsy kid with a shaky grasp of pitch
and no idea how to move forward
into a womanhood I can't yet see. 
A few years later I'll find myself hitchhiking across Canada  
with a man-boy nursing a drug problem,  
and we'll jostle along with truckers down lonely highways
all across the continent.  I’ll escape him 
in Vancouver and get a ride down to California
where I live now, while he'll kill himself
in the far corner of a frozen sheep meadow. 
By then I’ll have an inkling of the thousand ways 
life can break a person. I'll listen to Janis 
turn herself inside out, going right to the edge  
of losing it, and then landing the note anyway,
her voice raw grit streaked with blood,
and I'll bow my head, I'll understand
that I never understood.

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Alison Luterman’s four books of poetry are The Largest Possible Life (Cleveland State University Press); See How We Almost Fly (Pearl Editions); Desire Zoo (Tia Chucha Press), and In the Time of Great Fires (Catamaran Press.) She also writes plays, personal essays, and song lyrics. www.alisonluterman.net
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Karen Henry
4/2/2023 06:44:32 pm

“raw grit streaked with blood.” Yes, that’s it.


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