12/2/2022 Poetry By Carlin Corsino Katie Taylor CC
A Violent History We are all bricks in an old house, a cannonball lodged in our leaning wall. Some abide, some crumble or fall like baby birds who yet learned their history. Some swallow shrapnel like medicine, wear it as a badge. See: I am the one that time pierced! I have bled, painted my face red with history! Bend the knee. Others seek to expel lead weight, to rage against architect and mason. All in these walls, our rotting mortar synapse and memory. We tumble under our own laudanum. And not one blames the hand which set the shell, which pulled the match cord, nor cannon who sent it home. Father said: love yourself. No one else spends as much time with you. Not the prying wind which turns the pages of your open book, despite the heaviness with which you are weighted. Not the quilted sky, which blankets only your daydreams. When I was young, Father placed a slice of lemon cake on our checkered table. Soon it was eclipsed by black flies so thick, we could not know if it was day or night. All I could feel was a waning hand holding mine. All I could taste was the great dry turning of time. All I could know is that sometimes it is best to leave sweet blackness. Father said: nothing ends but us. A joyful spring rushes forth in haste to become the old ocean, only to find itself the clouds, the rain, the spring again. Yet I must choose only one path: drink from the spring cleanse in the ocean dance in the rain. There is a Trouble when the great pale mouth of the Earth begins a song of time. When each man and woman, cast as wildflowers, become rootbound growing only inward. Between the furrow of your brow is an hour. Slender hour of shadow and fear. A valley which echoes the Earth song. Your ear, a chest. Stocked woolen for lonely winter. A satchel of sage. My eyes hold only labor. Small labors of witness. Righting inverted pictures of the day. My lips, two measures of forgiveness. So let us walk again, Love, on the footpath behind the leaning house. A soft sowing, a new song. You will hear. We will not be lonely again; we will meet as equal shadows, pictures, roots, sage. Carlin Corsino is a poet, Army veteran, and emergency physician. Carlin has been published recently in Nerve Cowboy, Misfit Magazine, Hudson Valley Writers’ Guild, and a finalist in the North Carolina Poet Laureate Competition.
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