3/27/2021 Poetry by Carolyn Martin Rob LeBer CC Four Cheers for the Colloquial Listen up. Everyone knows you don’t have to have a Ph.D. to fill in the blanks. This isn’t the first time I’ve had problems of my own. Such a shame, my mother says. Like it or not, she never saw it coming. In fact – come to think of it – I couldn’t believe it myself. I’m the type of person who’s been there, done that. It’s not brain surgery, for pete’s sake. You know what I’m saying? If you do, give me a call. Let’s chat about “for better or for worse.” What it really means is hanging out somewhere on a slippery slope. For my friend’s neighbor who drove me to Walmart to buy a battery for my Honda’s key fob I could not forgive you for the one-use mask lying on your dash without apology. I could not forgive your objection to gays who talk about their lives outside work during lunch breaks. I could not forgive your whining about blacks who ignore opportunities offered by this “great” country. I could almost forgive you for making me bite my tongue beneath my red mask and not fight back. I could almost forgive you because the history you think you know makes you feel better about your own. I could forgive you because you had kind eyes and set aside packing up your home for my minor emergency. I could forgive you when I learned your son killed himself a week ago and moving is escape. I forgive you because you taught me other tragedies live side by side with distorted history. Ice Storm At first it seemed improbable We’ve been duped before storm warnings fizzle snow-fears dissolve into nothing much But this time ice upon ice upon ice We groused God-disturbers that we are as power lines sagged limbs snapped heavenly bamboo prostrated itself on the ground During unchosen cloistering we recharged phones in idling cars and buried food in the frozen yard fretted over feral cats ground thrush and anxious squirrels that disappeared Yet how could we with our gas fireplace and stove complain when tents and tarps scattered on our highways’ slopes couldn’t hold rough sleepers’ body heat or when we learned four lives had choked on poisoned air eight more died in nursing homes After the melt we’ll celebrate the brutal beauty of ice for protecting communities of crocuses for heaving beds of warming fir over jasmine vines for forcing us to contemplate as we stutter-stepped through the dark lives beyond the micrometer of our galaxy From associate professor of English to management trainer to retiree, Carolyn Martin has published poems in more than 130 journals throughout North America, Australia, and the UK. She is currently the poetry editor of Kosmos Quarterly: journal for global transformation. Find out more about Carolyn at www.carolynmartinpoet.com. Comments are closed.
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