8/5/2021 Poetry by Cecil Morris Kevin Doncaster CC
Persephone Comes Home When she returned, our pale Persephone squinted against the sun and tried to hide in her own hand's shade. She spent hours in the bath with the lights out, the shame caked in her creases dissolving in glacial time. Then followed the eon of silence, when Persephone avoided our eyes and would not utter any words at all, when she only sighed or whimpered—the dog that smells but cannot taste, the dog chained outside. At last she began to whisper and mumble her story, how she went down with oxy and company to a world beneath our world, to Acheronian hibernation, sedated in earthen cocoon, transfixed by stillness and roots twining through her hair and claiming her until, one day, she heard her name sung in canon perpetual by tireless distant voices, our voices singing our Persephone back to us. Persephone Falls and Falls We no longer speak her name, do not call her sorrow to us; our shrill parental voices will not resurrect her, will not lift her from the shadows, can not compete with the poppy’s swaddling enervation. We used to sing her name, to warble it like daybreak birds announcing the bright sun’s arrival. In the days before these days, we were her acolytes, attendants to her rise, to her blossoming, to her wilting, the first of many falls. We’d call and call until she’d come home, a shower of tears and excuses, tears and promises, a litany of laments. Then she’d retreat into her room, into her bed, and dig like gopher down, tunnel into sleep, a tuber we would water with our tears. When we’d pull her out, pull her up, she’d go and fall again to oxy’s sweet embrace. We Can't Even Tell Ourselves Here in the temple of dark and light, our eyes dialed wide to see the horrors man inflicts on man, the intended hurts, the cruelty casual and accidental, we wait for our turn to feel we matter enough for pain. We try to stay loose, relaxed, open, our arms and legs both slightly splayed, our lips parted, the storm drain ready for deluge. We take slow shallow breaths, almost imperceptible, quiet as snow falling, settling, waiting for first tracks, for crunch of first boots crashing through the surface, marring it's white exterior and slamming tremors echoing down dark hearts of rabbits, moles, timid souls. The underground, the inside, the blending in. The secret cisterns begin to seethe, an unexpected carbonation, cold clench in the throat when car misses us in the crosswalk and we feel the wind after it's gone and flinch too late to have saved ourselves. Enough of that, we say without speaking and draw our limbs back to our bodies, touching only ourselves, holding our ruby of fear close, a badge we won or found and will count as pain and keep as animal memory - furtive, feral, claw embedded as our unspeakable need. Cecil Morris retired after 37 years of teaching English, and now he tries writing himself what he spent so many years teaching others to understand and enjoy. He enjoys ice cream too much and cruciferous vegetables too little. He has poems appearing in 2River View, Cobalt Review, Ekphrastic Review, Midwest Quarterly, Poem, Talking River Review, and other literary magazines. Comments are closed.
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