Anti-Heroin Chic
  • Home
  • About
  • Blog
  • Music
  • Art
  • Comedy
  • About Our Contributors
  • Masthead
  • Issues
  • About our contributors - 2019
  • About Our Contributors - 2020
  • About Our Contributors - 2021
  • Home
  • About
  • Blog
  • Music
  • Art
  • Comedy
  • About Our Contributors
  • Masthead
  • Issues
  • About our contributors - 2019
  • About Our Contributors - 2020
  • About Our Contributors - 2021
Search by typing & pressing enter

YOUR CART

​

5/30/2022

Poetry by Christina Brown

Picture
             ​versageek CC




Tell me again about that one time you almost became everything you’ve ever wanted to be. 

Tell me about the self doubt your father planted in you when you were a child that you keep watering, even now. About the ex girlfriend you wanted a forever with even though she never believed in any of your dreams. Tell me about your dreams. The ones where staircases fold into cars without steering wheels or emergency brakes. Tell me about the ones where I meet your mother and she loves me. Tell me about the ones where you come home from work and I am here, barefoot and ready for you. Tell me about all your favorite movies, the ones with sad boys who realize they’ve been in love with the wrong girl all this time. Tell me how afraid you are that you’ve been in love with the wrong girl all this time. Tell me about what the future could have been like if you’d become a teacher or an artist instead of whatever it is you do now. You could have been something, I know. Tell me again about the first time you saw fireflies in Baltimore, and were disappointed by how dim and fleeting their lights were. Tell me again about the first time you held my hand in Los Angeles and thought my city wasn’t as shiny as it looks in the movies. Tell me again about how everything you thought you wanted tasted better when you drank it from someone else’s mouth.

​

​
Christina Brown is a poet and educator living in Long Beach, CA. She is the managing editor at Pear Shaped Press and cohost of The Bi Pod: A Queer Podcast. In her free time, you’ll find her writing pop culture think pieces no one asked for, experiencing deep, short-lived obsessions, and trying not to kill her houseplants. Her first poetry collection, Girl Teeth, published by innateDIVINITYpress, is available now.


Comments are closed.

    Author

    Write something about yourself. No need to be fancy, just an overview.

    Archives

    December 2024
    November 2024
    August 2024
    July 2024
    April 2024
    March 2024
    December 2023
    November 2023
    October 2023
    September 2023
    August 2023
    July 2023
    June 2023
    March 2023
    December 2022
    October 2022
    July 2022
    June 2022
    May 2022
    April 2022
    January 2022
    December 2021
    November 2021
    September 2021
    August 2021
    July 2021
    May 2021
    April 2021
    March 2021
    February 2021
    January 2021
    December 2020
    November 2020
    October 2020
    September 2020
    August 2020
    June 2020
    May 2020
    April 2020
    March 2020
    February 2020
    December 2019
    November 2019
    October 2019
    August 2019
    May 2019
    April 2019
    March 2019
    February 2019
    January 2019
    December 2018
    November 2018
    October 2018
    September 2018
    August 2018
    July 2018
    June 2018
    May 2018
    April 2018
    March 2018
    February 2018
    January 2018
    December 2017
    November 2017
    October 2017
    September 2017
    August 2017
    July 2017
    June 2017
    May 2017
    April 2017
    March 2017
    February 2017
    January 2017
    December 2016
    November 2016
    October 2016
    September 2016
    August 2016
    July 2016
    June 2016
    May 2016
    April 2016
    March 2016
    February 2016
    January 2016

    Categories

    All

    RSS Feed

Powered by Create your own unique website with customizable templates.