9/26/2020 Poetry by Corbin Louis Matt Niemi CC Happy Friday When it’s Friday it’s Friday, you know the feeling right? The sun’s beaming out dead clear like a sharp shooter and I’m coming fresh off the sidelines, back to the court Back to the lion’s den denizen of the north with razor tongues I feel a pure weekend spark, like a chimney, like a shiny robot or brand new dog whistle only heard by the best of em Oh love that weekend spell, otherwise declared bobsled I got a girlfriend named Rally Queen and a mosh pit to attend So hear ye to the bovine, wakeup call and salutations, libations revoked, it’s time for me to drink it all, including the scum bag nectar of worn down and aimless weekends I spent shooting satellite reports like junk monsters directly into the face, I saw it last night, Thursday 1am, Seattle folks with needles sticking into their cheeks, and today Friday, for better or worse that same unhinged jaw that follows me into another landslide I stand, in both opposition and alliance, to the worst parts of my damaged brain, I stand in honor and disgrace, of chop shop getaways, of putting my own desires above rule and authority because all hail sleeping in, and all hail the sun, even if it doesn’t shine for us, us bodily accidents walking the highways like cretin comebacks Not everyone is cut out to be a survivor, but to the ones who are To the ones who know that feeling, time bomb defused in the last 3 seconds, to the ones who raise their little boney hands skyward to feel the heat, to the ones who live, who kick drum into Monday and fight their own superstitions, to you, I say cheers What We Did what wayside laughter that spread out took us as new under the lights fully cranked in the empty stadium I pretend to see your red cheek in the blooming of spring by a bench I retraced out of a need to feel those things evaporated just like I will be but before then the violin and the astroturf and the too cold breeze through your car window rolled down because we were smoking cigarettes and the pep talk you gave coated my throat and how did it and how can I trust myself after forgetting so much but some smells remain your sticky skin in unwashed sheets 11 days straight smoking tar and fucking to the final thin orgasm that did not take us where we wanted to go but still we go just beyond and still we go to where we don’t and can’t but we did once make love on the roof and split a french fry with ketchup on each end we did once and twice hold the sky for hostage and said look this is ours pretending it could be and now there’s no once again and now there’s no confirmation of the time we walked barefoot in the creek by your house there is no how old were we because I’m not sure and no one else saw what we did shared breathing sitting there in the sun Corbin Louis is an artist with deep roots in Seattle’s slam poetry and DIY music culture. His work is an ode to survival. From addiction to chronic pain, Corbin staggers on. He rises against the odds and writes poetry to advocate for the radical fight of enduring disability. By embracing performance at age 13 Corbin established his voice in 2008 at the International Youth Poetry Slam ‘Brave New Voices’ filmed by HBO. The artist went on to earn a MFA at the University of Washington Bothell, a Jack Straw Residency, and multiple publications and film festival screenings including Best American Experimental Writing, Button Poetry and the Visible Poetry Project. The authors seeks to open up dialogues of mental illness. Ink becomes war call. Reflections. Salt water and whispers. The poet lives. Comments are closed.
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