4/4/2024 Poetry by David Ross Linklater Dane CC
Potpourri Soul They swallow pills that barely touch the sides. They say it's a lack of sunshine and vitamins, a lack of time to tend the branches that bear them. Birds sing in the explosions of their fingers. Some have come to know the bathroom as an arena where they commit crimes against themselves. Hallowed ground of moonspit. Others take deep breaths in work toilets. Their shoes are away at the heels. Their backs ache. They are hammered by Gods and men who are statues to their frailty. In dreams they always get on stage and cannot do the thing or they are in a queue waiting and their genitals are suddenly everywhere. They don’t have the money for therapy. The waiting lists are long. They know the hold tone by heart. None are without the fear shrinking good shirts to steel. The box into a circle. They are burning in a room they are not the architect of. They wander about the no man's of their kitchens like strangers. Huge areas of their lives belong to others. As night becomes a morning of thin blue, before the ceiling drinks up the pretty morning hells, vexed, they fall at the altar of their own bodies, razed to a cinder. Like potpourri in a bowl they await eternal radio on cream plastic seats. The uprooted citizenry, adorned in the most precious bodies. Just Want to Say It all started that weekend the cat died and the fan belt went. Then, each month it was something that turned into weeks. Cooker burst, the boiler gone, the man with his tools pointing inward. After that it was people going, and more cars. The divorces were en route. The floor was a fine idea. Oh to be foetal on it. To tear down the shed and build another. To gut the loft cause that’s where the soul’s at. There was a smell of smoke up there and really, the place isn’t special. Each box is useless and dumb. It was death by a thousand miles of the same road. Same junction before the same hill sloping to the old conclusion. No one wants to die this many times on their way to work. There was nothing for it but to cove away, the hand reaching for the volume to turn it all down in music. Swear to God there’s some peace in the grooves and not this closing in of horizons. We are used to the land of no language. Of the places we can see but can’t get to. We are not ready for the broken socket, the imperfectly pasted wallpaper. It’s one thing after another forever until the phone is finally lifted and one true self is peeled from the wheel that grinds at it. Do Not Wake From This And just like that there was a great plough turning teals in the sky. It rocked the flowers in their black sleep. It rocked the dream he was in so completely it came apart in fields. In the mirror was a horse. It had just been dressaging along a wall for the sake of mastery, pirouetting by the green-mile water. The moon was so low you could spin it. The tree’s bracelets jangled and there was nothing so brutal, nothing real. Time, as you take it away, do so gently. Make this heart be a thing to bargain with. David Ross Linklater is a poet from Balintore, Easter Ross, in the Highlands of Scotland. He is the author of four pamphlets, most recently Star Muck Bourach (Wish Fulfillment Press, 2022). His work has appeared in Butcher's Dog, Bath Magg, The Dark Horse and New Writing Scotland. He lives and writes in Glasgow. @davidrosslinkla / www.davidlinklaterpoetry.com Comments are closed.
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