3/21/2023 Poetry By George Franklin Susanne Nilsson CC
Against Elegy “The meaning of anything is merely other words for the same thing.” Charlie Chaplin, Limelight I miss your presence in this world, and I call That feeling loss, which only means I Miss your presence in this world. Death Is stupid, and loss is just as bad. Would I feel better if your absence Were heroic or sacrificial? If there were Some purpose to it? There wasn’t. A little spot of thickened blood Slid almost randomly into an artery, And everything came to a stop. It had Nothing to do with your life or mine Or anything you wanted to accomplish. It wouldn’t have mattered if you’d died For some worthy cause. I’d still miss you And have no words to encompass What I felt. Metaphor’s inadequate, And even worse, seems false. You don’t Hover in my thoughts. You haven’t Moved to another country, a place where You could receive phone calls, exchange Text messages. You’re not swooping around, An unseen bird or Amazon delivery drone, Checking out everything going on below. You’re already ashes and memories that Aren’t dimming as quickly as they should. I can’t think of any worse fate for you Than watching us, your friends, from up In some cloudy heaven, seeing us make Mistakes you would have prevented, Forgetting what you would have remembered. I’d like to think you died out of Frustration with people who couldn’t See the obvious. You could’ve seen it, Did see it, but now you can’t. Death might Be a relief after that kind of rage. Except it isn’t. The only you that’s left Is the one I carry around complaining In my head. If other people carry you around The same way, that’s someone different, Someone they knew, not me. You don’t have To remind me that language falters, Confronted by what doesn’t exist. It Can signify but not describe, which is why We make shit up. Even Homer does it, Imagining Achilles wandering around Those sunless lands, remembering the bright World he left behind. It’s so much worse Than that. You’re not a spirit in Hades’ Fields. You’re not even you. You’re gone, Become nothing, and I’m left with nothing to Say or imagine, just a handful of words that Don’t mean much of anything. George Franklin’s most recent poetry collections are Remote Cities (Sheila-Na-Gig Editions, 2023), and a dual-language collaboration with Colombian poet Ximena Gómez, Conversaciones sobre agua/Conversations About Water (Katakana Editores, 2023). Individual publications include: Black Coffee Review, Solstice, Rattle, Cagibi, New York Quarterly, Sheila-Na-Gig, Tar River Poetry, The American Journal of Poetry, and The Ekphrastic Review. He practices law in Miami and teaches poetry workshops in Florida prisons. Website: https://gsfranklin.com/ Comments are closed.
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