9/30/2021 Poetry by Jaimee Boake Jason Trbovich CC A Sestina of Lungs and Legs A guy at the gym asks me why I like to run and the real answer is I don’t but men have teeth and girls go missing and his breath uninvited on my neck is heavy as the way the asphalt holds the heat. I say it's an escape. Or, need to know exactly how fast I can escape when a stranger’s smile signals its time I should run not slowed by muscles burning, heat fueling fire in my belly, teeth gritted. Need legs ready when fear is heavy. Have to control my breath. I run because this morning I read the news, breath- less and aching. A life trapped in print. No escape. One less soul leaves the world heavy. A reality too fast to outrun. A violent chattering of teeth. His cheeks redden in heat. Not all men he sputters, swelters, in sweat-soaked heat but all women know that acid-fear on their breath when it's not enough to bare teeth or when soft pleading can’t buy an escape So ask me again why it is I run, chin lifted, though heavy. When I march away I feel his eyes still, heavy, but I’m trained for this, exit into July heat, mid-day, the hardest time to run. Deep inhale. Exhale. Get lungs full of breath and move and move and move and escape until I too, am teeth I will not be found, or identified by teeth. Will become the hammer of heart. A heavy hope will grow light. I will escape. So you’ll keep finding me here in this heat. I will not be scared when I take my last breath, I am ready to run. At home in this heat you won’t catch me out of breath. I can run. Summer Body There are things I want to say when they talk of summer bodies such as we are all finding our way home to ourselves; there is only the shape of truth. The rhythm of rabbits and robins plays hopscotch in your heart; you are the woods, ancient groves whose roots soak up the earth’s magic. And I hope one day you will know the way that you laugh in campfire crackle, belly birthing sunbursts; feel the flowers stretch from your fingertips. You are the pollen and the world grows in colour, sustained by your strawberry soul. Don’t you know your body is the season? Jaimee Boake (she/her) is a high school English Language Arts, Creative Writing, and Leadership Teacher in Sherwood Park, Alberta (Treaty 6 Territory). She loves reading, writing, spending time with her dogs, and is happiest, always, in the mountains. A recipient of the Martin Godfrey Award for Young Writers, more of her work can be found in various literary magazines and anthologies or on Instagram @jaimeeannethology. Comments are closed.
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