9/30/2021 Poetry by Jaimee Boake Jason Trbovich CC A Sestina of Lungs and Legs A guy at the gym asks me why I like to run and the real answer is I don’t but men have teeth and girls go missing and his breath uninvited on my neck is heavy as the way the asphalt holds the heat. I say it's an escape. Or, need to know exactly how fast I can escape when a stranger’s smile signals its time I should run not slowed by muscles burning, heat fueling fire in my belly, teeth gritted. Need legs ready when fear is heavy. Have to control my breath. I run because this morning I read the news, breath- less and aching. A life trapped in print. No escape. One less soul leaves the world heavy. A reality too fast to outrun. A violent chattering of teeth. His cheeks redden in heat. Not all men he sputters, swelters, in sweat-soaked heat but all women know that acid-fear on their breath when it's not enough to bare teeth or when soft pleading can’t buy an escape So ask me again why it is I run, chin lifted, though heavy. When I march away I feel his eyes still, heavy, but I’m trained for this, exit into July heat, mid-day, the hardest time to run. Deep inhale. Exhale. Get lungs full of breath and move and move and move and escape until I too, am teeth I will not be found, or identified by teeth. Will become the hammer of heart. A heavy hope will grow light. I will escape. So you’ll keep finding me here in this heat. I will not be scared when I take my last breath, I am ready to run. At home in this heat you won’t catch me out of breath. I can run. Summer Body There are things I want to say when they talk of summer bodies such as we are all finding our way home to ourselves; there is only the shape of truth. The rhythm of rabbits and robins plays hopscotch in your heart; you are the woods, ancient groves whose roots soak up the earth’s magic. And I hope one day you will know the way that you laugh in campfire crackle, belly birthing sunbursts; feel the flowers stretch from your fingertips. You are the pollen and the world grows in colour, sustained by your strawberry soul. Don’t you know your body is the season? ![]() Jaimee Boake (she/her) is a high school English Language Arts, Creative Writing, and Leadership Teacher in Sherwood Park, Alberta (Treaty 6 Territory). She loves reading, writing, spending time with her dogs, and is happiest, always, in the mountains. A recipient of the Martin Godfrey Award for Young Writers, more of her work can be found in various literary magazines and anthologies or on Instagram @jaimeeannethology. Comments are closed.
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