12/2/2022 Poetry By James Dickson andreashallgren CC Safety Drill, 2022 Children, Please gather your bodies against the interior wall, out of view of the window, but spread yourselves six feet apart to give room for the .223 shells to pass safely by. Don’t breathe in a virus, don’t breathe loudly, don’t breathe. Pray breathlessly while I turn off the lights and wedge the door tight to keep viral loads contained. I will sanitize the desks of violence and wash hands of policymakers while my own chafe from exposure. When the intercom crackles All Clear I will light my candle to Saint Jude—but imagine he’s actually Walt Whitman—and usher you back to your tidy rows so that I may prepare you for the next calamity to manifest itself. So that you may avoid bullets and pathogens without moving from your cold plastic seats. Learning to Shut Up When a student tells me about past trauma, of course my advice is to write a poem. No, firmly. I don’t write about him. Nor should she, I realize. Why revisit her uncle’s beery breath, his hands, her 10-year-old body. Poems can shape chaos, but quiet can too. Not a gagged silence, not the silence of whispered threats, but the hushed release of a river birch’s saw-toothed leaves, the sibilant peeling of its bark to gather light through a sun-starved winter. Reading Li Po in the Laundromat is easily the most obnoxious thing I did this weekend. Oh, I bet I’ll be the only one there reading 8th century Chinese poetry! But I quickly realized the dickishness of this thanks to the twin boys planted on the floor playing with their Hot Wheels while dad stuffed clothes into machines, measured Country Apple scented Gain, and doled out quarters. Their collection was solid: at least a dozen cars each, ranging from classic Mustangs to futuristic ice cream trucks. Revving and screeching resonated from their mouths as their small Black hands drove their small die-cast cars. Outside, a biting January and a hostile America. But here, in the SuperSudz? They are gods moving their subjects with no predestined narrative, just rolling and crashing and rhhhrrr and skrrrt and bbshhhhhhh. The rest of the universe has melted away like ketchup stains in the warm sudsy tumble behind them. Dad glances and grins as he moves two damp heaps into the dryer. And I’m resisting the urge to slide in a Li Po line here just to wink at my own cleverness. So, I’ll remember the legend of his death: the drunken poet fell from his boat as he tried to embrace the moon and drowned. Why would I want to follow his path when I can tread on these smooth linoleum roads, rolling freely, a gentle hand guiding me home? James Dickson teaches English and Creative Writing at Germantown High School, just outside of Jackson, MS. An MFA graduate from the Bennington Writing Seminars, he is the recipient of Mississippi Arts Commission fellowships, was named High School Literary Magazine Advisor of the Year by the Mississippi Scholastic Press Association, and was invited to speak at the National Educators Association 50th anniversary celebration “The Promise of Public Education.” His poems, book reviews, and essays appear in The Common, Ruminate, Hospital Drive, The Louisiana Review, Spillway, Slant, Poetry Quarterly, McSweeney’s, Sylvia, and his first collection, Some Sweet Vandal, was published by Kelsay Books this May. He lives in Jackson with his wife, their son, and a small menagerie of animals.
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