8/1/2018 Poetry By Joshua Dean Smith Flickr JD Gordon P A R E N T H O O D The silver maple in my backyard is infused with the rusted chain-link, impossible to tell where the tree begins and the fence ends. You can imagine a skinnier youth, when it innocently weaved its way through boundaries, from my yard to the next. But it couldn't go back the way it came, history on my side, present somewhere else, and the future questionable at best. Four inches of scar tissue, bark the color of brain soaked in formaldehyde. Every year it grows into death and more of that fence disappears. I irrationally love this tree, and as an ill-equipped savior I dulled my wire-cutters against its struggle. I don't think I saved it, but trees don't die quickly, and over time it will swallow those wires like drowning hands reaching for rescue. MY T E A C H E R S Selling cheddar and caramel popcorn to the two Mrs. Smiths and Miss Keffer, the matron saints of Pleasant Valley Road. Kisses that left red lips on my forehead. Mile hikes through pine forests and shin-deep snow to Kim and Kate, whispering when the deer stopped to watch us carve sharp hearts into cherry. Kisses that shared honey lip balm. Motionless hours with Rebekah, quieting over health and heaven watching rosebuds resurrect the empty park. Kisses that felt brave, but now are language: greetings and wishes, congratulations, happy six year anniversary and thanks for everything you are. And, maybe, a daughter on my shoulders steering me through our yard. New kisses, new words: how do I thank her for everything she will be? Joshua Dean Smith currently works as a data storyteller, where he integrates mathematics, art, and technology to transform data into compelling stories. His work has been featured in the anthology "Ohio's Best Emerging Poets" and the online journal "The Grove". He grew up in the Appalachian region of Ohio, and currently lives in Columbus, Ohio with his wife, Rebekah, his dog, Wild Jane, and his cat, Ernest Hemingway (and he has a little boy on the way). Comments are closed.
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