12/3/2022 Poetry By Kathleen Latham Katie Taylor CC
TO THE BONE Sitting at the dinner table, mouths drawn tight, eyes cast downward, the only sound the clink, clink, clink of fork against plate, blade against steel, a surgical accompaniment to the tension which rises and threatens to burst but fails, interminably. I would welcome anger’s cacophony: words thrown and broken, shards of fury hitting the walls, raining down at our feet. —say something —say something —say something But there is my mother on her throne of resentment. And there is my father an oblivious counterweight. And I cannot move, cannot speak, I can barely lift my head, so heavy is the silence. This is our meal. Words picked clean. Bones of emotion sucked of their marrow then left on a plate to be passed from hand to hand. GIVE ME BACK Give me back my innocence. Thumbs in a cootie catcher. Mansion/Apartment/Shack/House. Brick wall, waterfall. Middle school gym transformed into something beautiful. Like me. Give me back my clichés. Windows down, radio on, life-is-coming-for-us clichés. That big sky feeling. Ward off the inevitable crash, the gravel in the knee, the looks that cut and words that scar. The onslaught of cruelty. Give me back my body. The ridge of my hip, curve of my breast, delight of my legs. My heart beating, wanting, pure. Let me tuck it away like a pebble in my pocket to touch, to feel, to ground me in what is real and worth keeping. Or better yet Give me Rage. White hot Justice. Enough with these laugh track Lotharios and cartoon villains. Show the wolf for what he is: teeth, claws, a belly full of bones. Give me the girl who says, Hell No. Who says, I take back what is mine and reject your narrative, your cookie cutter victim/hero dichotomy. I reserve the right to delineate my happiness and my heartbreak. I reclaim that girl. I call her by her name. Our past is ours to do with what we will. Kathleen Latham’s work has appeared in Red Eft Review, 100 Word Story, and Red Wolf Journal, among others. A mother of four grown children, she now lavishes all her attention on her ungrateful cat. She lives in Massachusetts and can be found at @lathamwithapen or online at KathleenLatham.com. Comments are closed.
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