SORROW OF SORROWS Sorrow of sorrows you have softened my bones that once stood firm as you have rained so hard on me. In the elements sorrows’ lesson left me to die. I refuse to give in. I show my teeth. My bones take the blows and sorrows’ wallops. I take it in. My demise is near. I go null. I have been bashed to no end. I am beyond grief. Feel my wound on the meat of my heart. How I itch. The wall is built while sorrow climbs it with such ease. BRING IT Bring a little sadness to my plate, morsels of sorrow, little crumbs of doubt, I will digest it all. Toss in disgust into my coffee cup, sugar cubes of disappointment, milk of hard lived life. I will drink it up. Dream up shreds of anguish for my soul, slivers of anesthesia and oppression, I will sleep and awake. In the mutilated light I will walk, take steady and hesitant steps, until I find my pace. I have stamina. SO FAST I feel you when I put my hand upon my breast. The heart beats so fast all the time you are near me. What does it all mean? I do not want to love you. I do not want to fall in love just to lose it. Luis, born in Mexico, lives in California, works in the mental health field in Los Angeles. His poems have appeared in Trailer Park Quarterly, Venus Versus Scorpio Ezine, and Yellow Mama Magazine. His first poetry book, Raw Materials, was published by Pygmy Forest Press. His last two chapbooks, Make the Light Mine and Digging a Grave, were published by Kendra Steiner Editions. Comments are closed.
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