5/24/2021 Poetry by Ranney Campbell Jane Rahman CC Rank she could smell a cop uncanny she could swing a bat without shame she could feel a milligram difference on her middle finger lids dropped chin lifted slight sway like trancing circled men silent awaited the verdict light or heavy she could knock’em out piston fist’em keep her mouth shut hours or days pout it and drop’em slink blend the wallpaper when the law busted loudmouth’s party on the cul-de-sac slither out unseen with somebody’s bottle of Jack off the kitchen table since they’d be in jail anyway cuss like a barge worker, laugh big, or never be made to no matter what when she wanted verbal drop any professor terrify a badger with a glance black squint or purr sable only would scoot under the bed let them push boxes and towels around her shallow breathe this custody for the Outlaws no others and when the big men came to the back house from out of town and wouldn’t answer to the names they said theirs up the volume Or, whatever the fuck your real name is, Boss Man, offer a cold beer from the fridge firm arm curled out stretching supple arch twisted brown tied halter painted jeans and they snapped to I don’t hate them…I just feel better when they’re not around. Charles Bukowski Penised Poets with phrases lifted from Steven Schreiner, Shane Seely, Gary Snyder and a single phrase from an unnamed collection of news editors why do I care an oft repeated line from budget meetings in that newsroom with a national reputation for baptism by fire now the line repeats in my head as I read all these poems that men write with mentions of a peregrine, doves, tufts of grass, grasses whipping, asters and squash blossoms things they've seen out windows or on a path women, their mothers, the occasional nipple or of wives on pillows they protect from spiders or are they protecting the spiders? I don’t know and I wonder why do I care or why would anyone care about this I write for that matter I think of my brother the only living man I know best, and how, yes, he would be of the opinion that everything he thinks matters and if he were a writer he would expect me to care about all his little thoughts but he wouldn't write about bugs and leaves and grasses he might write about turning wrenches or, if he were honest and working in depth, wrenching the necks of his girlfriends but he might think no one would care about that I know I don't want to think about it but on another day Snyder tells me the plum-pit crunch bees buzz green apples by watering holes wet leaves and spiders in shadows green scum on the pond beside cement cisterns and moss green and why do I care? I don't know, I just do Ranney Campbell is a former journalist and freelance writer. She earned an MFA in fiction from the University of Missouri at St. Louis after suffering a brain injury in a random hammer attack on the street. Her poetry has been published by Misfit Magazine, Shark Reef, Haight Ashbury Literary Journal and others. Her chapbook, "Pimp," is published by Arroyo Seco Press. Comments are closed.
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