10/18/2019 Poetry by Robert Frede Kenter Tim Vrtiska CC
Gone (for Helen) Gone, like a raven black hair and feathers and the black eye that sees fire and the remains on the ground from a massacre Gone, wind-swept hair, paper-thin skin. Words. I used to wrap myself in you like a blanket On Soho streets, I have not walked for so long, in front of Museum of Contemporary Art I ache. We held hands, palm to palm, rock little baby don’t you cry, mama’s gonna sing you a lullaby. Gone, stream cold, season anxious spring, downtown streets too painful to walk because you are no longer walking them with me. You are a leaf, a monarch, a spirit. You walk beside me. A glow of light. Beaming searchlights on streets where leaves blow. I took photographs in Fargo, North Dakota downtown, art bars, cafes with Seattle artists’ paintings. A world apart, empty, more so without you. Gone, raven beak, hard sharp talons, big black bird, with wingspan for mountains Reading a book on the French Revolution, generations seethe with desire, hope fear and sadness, cold sorrow, blood stained snow. Sing. I must sing. I grow my hair long, like the overhanging trees of mournful willows in Kew Gardens. I search a meditative circle, search for you in a circle of sticks, stones geometric patterns. O river flow, flow as rivers shall, in states of beauty. I mourn. On edge, in despair I see chains, broken movements of history, broken force of movement. Standing at a wall of corporate sponsors. My people you have had enough. At the edge, sleeping. To lay down in the margins of the page holding out for love. Held up in anguish. Guns of love, shot down, how radiant the flowers. O raven, in tree. Above, the moon, a grass lawn, bathed in street lamps and memories that haunt. My skin cracking Across the wrist. O raven, black-eyed raven, ghost in the trees icicles hang and clang together, music of ice cold aquatic capillaries Gestures of arms moving with sure aim through the perils of empty space. Time I marked time the ceremonies of your passing in lantern light lit a candle to rage to shed what made no sense a shock emptiness in rooms once shared dreamless sleep an electrical current in streets humming a grim dirge O melody you who Art now endless Robert Frede Kenter is a writer, visual artist, editor and publisher who lives with ME/FM. He has work forthcoming in or published in journals including: Visual Verse, Anthropocene, Fevers of the Mind, Burning House Press, Anti-Heroin Chic, ARC, New Quarterly, Grain, writ, paragraph. His chapbook, Audacity of Form, is available from Ice Floe Press (2019).
Jennifer Rudder
10/18/2023 08:18:52 am
Deep remembrance of your dear mother. Beautiful nouns and verbs. Some where she holds you in her lap.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 Comments are closed.
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