6/4/2020 Poetry by Steve Deutsch Alexander Rabb CC Captain Jack I almost passed him by-- so folded into himself he looked more turtle than seven year old boy. I had wandered over cautiously-- fascinated by the verbal fistfight rattling his second story windows. “Captain Jack is home,” I thought. It’s what we called that tight little man who sported a pencil mustache and a mermaid tattoo on each arm. He was Navy Shore Patrol, and Mom told me I was not to visit when the Captain was home. She did not issue many warnings. It was, after all, Brooklyn and she thought it best I figure things out for myself. My best friend, Joel, did not want to talk just then. He nursed the kind of wound that would never really heal. But, later that day in the school yard he told me his dad the Captain was teaching him to box. And, assuming a Joe Louis stance, he raised his boyish hands-- half-hiding his bludgeoned eye. Urban Legend Eddie told everyone Benny lived in a fourth-floor walk up on Watkins Avenue, in one of those crummy tenements that only had heat in the summer-- but he later admitted he’d never been there. Jenny said her cousin Ray told her Benny lived with his mom and dad and that the mom was old country, spoke only Yiddish, and took in sewing to pay for luxuries—like rent. “Desperately poor,” She said Ray said. But, we all knew Ray made up stories and, when pressed, he’d only say, “How would I know?” Marty was sure that Benny’s dad led a horse-drawn cart around the cobbled streets of Brownsville. selling rags and tin pots and sharpening knives-- “for future suicides,” we’d joke, and then remember Anna, who had. Looks just like him, Marty insisted, but the guy was named Jesus and came from San Juan, and Benny was as Jewish as Solomon. Benny would come by midweek dressed in what must have been his dad’s cast-offs and black high-top sneakers that might have been new twenty years ago. He’d join us for basketball-- taking the court with a winning smile, though he dribbled like he thought the ball was radioactive and he might—god forbid-- have to pick it up. Other days, Ricky assured us with great authority, Benny ran a floating craps game in a school yard somewhere in East New York. But Ricky had no idea why someone needed to run a craps game. And what did “floating” mean anyway-- Hucklebenny on a raft on the East River? Benny could talk you inside out and seemed to know all there was to know about everything. It was a bit of a challenge-- even for those of us who went to class hoping to learn what Thomas Jefferson High School had to teach, and Davy might say, “Let’s see what he knows about the Spanish Civil War,” and just like that Benny would take you to Barcelona to the aroma of saffron and garlic and the sound of the ocean breaking the news of the death of the Republic. But what Benny knew best was baseball. ERAs and Batting Averages and who would play who two weeks from Wednesday-- and yes, he made a little book, and yes, he made a little money-- but no one begrudged him that. I pictured him the next Mel Allen but they drafted him and sent him to Nam with the rest of the kids from Watkins and Thatford, Chester and Bristol. And some came back-- older and odder, and as doomed as that Spanish Republic, but Benny never did. Steve Deutsch lives in State College, PA. His recent publications have or will appear in MacQueen’s, 8 Poems, Louisiana Lit, Burningword Literary Journal, The Write Launch, Biscuit Root Drive, Evening Street, Better Than Starbucks, Flashes of Brilliance, SanAntonio Review, Softblow, Mojave River Review, The Broadkill Review, Linden Avenue Literary Journal, Panoply, Algebra of Owls, The Blue Nib, Thimble Magazine, The Muddy River Poetry Review, Ghost City Review, Borfski Press, Streetlight Press, Gravel, Literary Heist, Nixes Mate Review, Third Wednesday, Misfit Magazine, Word Fountain, Eclectica Magazine, The Drabble, New Verse News and The Ekphrastic Review. He was nominated for Pushcart Prizes in 2017 and 2018. His Chapbook, “Perhaps You Can,” was published in 2019 by Kelsay Press. His full length book, Persistence of Memory will be published by Kelsay in September 2020.
Mary McCarthy
6/8/2020 01:26:08 pm
These are wonderful, so full of particular and recognizable people, even the mythic Benny - hardest to pin down but so blazingly alive!! Comments are closed.
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