3/28/2023 Poetry By Susan Michele Coronel Till Borchers CC
They called me Redbone but I’d rather be Strawberry Shortcake & they called me Communist but I’d rather be a yucca shrub, my petals boiled & eaten with lemon juice. They called me category when I refused to be defined by the seasons — not spring but sprung, not fall but fallen, not summer but surmounting stereotypes, not winter but winded from walking all night without a sweater. They called me security but none could be found when I was napping, only between my fingers as they lapped against a rainbow of blurred oil. They called me pastel & powder puff, but I was more powerful than soft cake. How I aspired to be Wonder Woman, golden lasso forcing captives to sift facts from a draught of lies manufactured by companies touting toxins, deceptive because sickly sweet. They called me daisy but I was more like burnt toast or shorn blades of grass swinging in a hammock. They named me broken, but I wasn’t born damaged. I only wished to be a sprout hemlocked by magenta spots, mauve & golden with a touch of ambergris. The title of this poem was adapted from the title of Amy Sherald’s painting (2009), They Call Me Redbone but I’d Rather Be Strawberry Shortcake. On Every Page I first became conscious of my mother as a gust of wind, trips to the library with pages flipped, her voice carrying language on kites & tiny prayer flags, stories spilled from dry lips. It was as if she mined the moon for milk but settled on a daughter’s hair that wanted similes & syllables for braids, ribbons woven from tales of strength to overcome. When I was born, I burrowed into songs that she whispered, made louder as I understood what they meant. Now my mother casts shadows on every page I turn, little flicks of ink rising, the movement of my pen on straight lines. She’s not the forest or river I need to keep warm but a voice veering, strange bell that fortresses against losses. I’m hammered on the anvil of time but carried by diaphanous diphthongs, consonants & vowels that nest in corners-- curved & crooked but anaphora blessed. Susan Michele Coronel lives in New York City. Her poems have appeared in numerous publications including Spillway 29, TAB Journal, Streetcake, Gyroscope Review, Redivider, and One Art. She has received two Pushcart nominations. Her first full-length poetry manuscript was a finalist in Harbor Editions' 2021 Laureate Prize. Comments are closed.
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