9/29/2021 William Taylor Jr. Mike Maguire CC Bored with Rimbaud The plague has settled in like a dumb gray fog and we're all just waiting around for someone to open up the world again. I'm bored with Rimbaud, bored with drink and bored with no drink. Outside there's a sliver of a moon and people more useless even than myself shuffling through the dark toward destinations sinister and banal. The things that used to save me have faded and even music seems emptied of magic. My incantations won't resurrect my love, the bones just rattle and creak and go quiet again. The doctors and the politicians say the cure is on the way, but who knows what will be left of us? The silence of the night breathes like something alive and I toss aside Rimbaud and go back to Baudelaire. The Dead These days the dead come around more and more with their warnings and advices, their trails of crumbs. They make me nervous with their bravery, the terrible immensity of their freedom. More and more of the dead used to be my friends back when they were living. Now they know my secrets and all the things I never said. I don't sleep sometimes, imagining their conversations in the gossip parlors of the void. It's Saturday night and the dead are here like they've nothing better to do, talking shit and singing songs. I'm trying to write it down and the dead keep telling me that is not what they meant at all, that is not it, at all. Everybody always talks about the silence but it's 3 a.m., I'm nearly out of wine and the dead just won't shut up. William Taylor Jr. lives and writes in San Francisco. He is the author of numerous books of poetry, and a volume of fiction. His work has been published widely in journals across the globe, including Rattle, The New York Quarterly, and The Chiron Review. He is a five-time Pushcart Prize nominee and was a recipient of the 2013 Kathy Acker Award. Pretty Things to Say, (Six Ft. Swells Press, 2020) is his latest collection of poetry.
Heather Hilario
10/9/2021 07:29:11 am
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